Ok...maybe I lied...I'm not completely wound-down. Today was just crap. Crap, crap, crap.
I had meetings scattered all over campus today and I was running around like a lunatic trying to get to all of them. From the second I walked in the door this morning, I knew I wasn't going to get anything done that needed to be done. Then my cell phone exploded, and I had to spend my lunch break buying a new phone. Of course, the warranty is up and I'm nowhere near the phone upgrade time, so I had to pay full price for it. I am now broke as a joke. I had thought once I was out of college and had a good job that wouldn't happen anymore. Apparently I was wrong. There's nothing I hate more than having to seriously plan buying a pack of smokes or some gas for my car. So, I will be doing nothing fun until I get paid on the 31st. Boo. Well, nothing fun that costs money...
Boyfriend has also decided that he is leaving for the lakehouse on Friday morning, instead of Saturday, which he originally planned. I'm definately not thrilled by that, but maybe my mouth won't hurt at all and I'll just be able to go hang out with friends. Granted, the dog is staying here with me, so I can't leave him overnight...but I'd atleast like to get out of the house for a little bit. We'll see how I feel after my teeth are removed. I'm starting to get a little nervous. When I had my other two wisdom teeth removed, I had a panic attack as soon as the novacaine set it, and the whole freaking out took 30 minutes, when the removal took about 20 seconds. *sigh* I'm not gonna let myself do that this time. I'm spending some quality time making fun of BF's squeamishness. He refuses to come into the room with me. Nerves or not, I am happy dancing all over the place because I get Thurs-Mon paid off work. Wooooo!!!
I am also super annoyed for another reason, but the more I think about it, the more pissed off I get, so I'm not going into details. Boo.
(*edit*) Okay...I'm ready to spill now. There are many things that I really LOVE feeling...and very few things that I do not. I hate feeling jealous, however. I can't have that kind of emotion in my world...especially not when Boyfriend and I are in an open relationship. But for just a second yesterday, I went "OOO...Ash Jealous!!" and literally saw green. Then I couldn't stop thinking about how that came out of NOWHERE and totally blind-sided me. Then I was cranky about it all day. It's been a lot of years since I have been jealous of anything. I usually find myself to be perfectly adequate and happy. But, I'm good now. I am accepting the feeling as an emotion that I had in passing and moving on.
I had meetings scattered all over campus today and I was running around like a lunatic trying to get to all of them. From the second I walked in the door this morning, I knew I wasn't going to get anything done that needed to be done. Then my cell phone exploded, and I had to spend my lunch break buying a new phone. Of course, the warranty is up and I'm nowhere near the phone upgrade time, so I had to pay full price for it. I am now broke as a joke. I had thought once I was out of college and had a good job that wouldn't happen anymore. Apparently I was wrong. There's nothing I hate more than having to seriously plan buying a pack of smokes or some gas for my car. So, I will be doing nothing fun until I get paid on the 31st. Boo. Well, nothing fun that costs money...
Boyfriend has also decided that he is leaving for the lakehouse on Friday morning, instead of Saturday, which he originally planned. I'm definately not thrilled by that, but maybe my mouth won't hurt at all and I'll just be able to go hang out with friends. Granted, the dog is staying here with me, so I can't leave him overnight...but I'd atleast like to get out of the house for a little bit. We'll see how I feel after my teeth are removed. I'm starting to get a little nervous. When I had my other two wisdom teeth removed, I had a panic attack as soon as the novacaine set it, and the whole freaking out took 30 minutes, when the removal took about 20 seconds. *sigh* I'm not gonna let myself do that this time. I'm spending some quality time making fun of BF's squeamishness. He refuses to come into the room with me. Nerves or not, I am happy dancing all over the place because I get Thurs-Mon paid off work. Wooooo!!!
I am also super annoyed for another reason, but the more I think about it, the more pissed off I get, so I'm not going into details. Boo.
(*edit*) Okay...I'm ready to spill now. There are many things that I really LOVE feeling...and very few things that I do not. I hate feeling jealous, however. I can't have that kind of emotion in my world...especially not when Boyfriend and I are in an open relationship. But for just a second yesterday, I went "OOO...Ash Jealous!!" and literally saw green. Then I couldn't stop thinking about how that came out of NOWHERE and totally blind-sided me. Then I was cranky about it all day. It's been a lot of years since I have been jealous of anything. I usually find myself to be perfectly adequate and happy. But, I'm good now. I am accepting the feeling as an emotion that I had in passing and moving on.
i like that we chat ALOT yet still comment back and forth on myspace and SG!