oh_me_ghost

Gone fishing in an jungle swap and fell into the drink and am being twirled in various directions by a tiny aligator dont wait up someone is watching from the forest she seems to be dancing not sure if its Kali or one of the littler gods not sure of quite a lot stuff that should be easy but without a store of cynicism its really sometimes not The little wax sculpture with the light does it twinkle or does it disappear and die was it really there at all was it a ghost or was it some devil carving strange initials in my mind Was I just an impracticable jackass, selfish the whole time what would she have said if I had picked a flower for her hair probably that I wasnt capable of knowing what was real and then the ladder would disappear with a crash what ladder? thats exactly what I asked her as I began falling down the hill