A Poem
Your voice suspends my
Sense of doom, and
Has accents
In strange places.
Youre so happy, and
Always moving
I wish I was
The way you see me.
Likewise, but you are.
Der, that's the peom so far. It's bad. It doesn't hold up at the end. The fourth part was the beginning and the rest was stacked on later. It's a shoddy...
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Your voice suspends my
Sense of doom, and
Has accents
In strange places.
Youre so happy, and
Always moving
I wish I was
The way you see me.
Likewise, but you are.
Der, that's the peom so far. It's bad. It doesn't hold up at the end. The fourth part was the beginning and the rest was stacked on later. It's a shoddy...
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I listened to Colin Cowherds radio program this morning , and he talked about the Lakers win. I didnt see it, but I guess the Pistons were down by three with five seconds left in the game, and Kobie hit a 3-point shot that tied the game, taking them into overtime, where they eventually won it. And he was talking about the Lakers ability to...
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My problem is falling into other peoples rationales. And when my brain says yes, and my heart says no, I do the ranting to shake things apart so I can sort through it, and figure out what I believe, what I dont. But sometimes, it stirs up a lot more than is appropriate. And it makes me into an asshole with the cleverness and the...
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Big sign: Warning - god awful ranting in progress. Nothing but gibberish really.
There is a type of person that habitually directs their rage at the unfortunate. They will get mad at the poor person who sits on his ass. But they dont get mad at the rich person that sits on his ass. And whats so bad about someone sitting on their ass. Why...
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There is a type of person that habitually directs their rage at the unfortunate. They will get mad at the poor person who sits on his ass. But they dont get mad at the rich person that sits on his ass. And whats so bad about someone sitting on their ass. Why...
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1. Describe disruption of laminar flow.
No idea. Fucking hell.
2. Is uncertainty random?
This one reads more like a koan than a question. The right answer is wrong. And the wrong answer just goes on and on in circles until you say,Fuck this, it doesnt matter, And then your enlightened.
3. Are unpredictable instabilities chaotic?
Sometimes.
4. Distinguish between noise and chaos.
Noise is...
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No idea. Fucking hell.
2. Is uncertainty random?
This one reads more like a koan than a question. The right answer is wrong. And the wrong answer just goes on and on in circles until you say,Fuck this, it doesnt matter, And then your enlightened.
3. Are unpredictable instabilities chaotic?
Sometimes.
4. Distinguish between noise and chaos.
Noise is...
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Ultimately, a life-affirming religion is a religion of Maya. Sure everything might be a dream, but if thats what one believes, its still necessary to have a healthy respect for the act of dreaming and for the dream world as it already is. One has to be capable of saying yes to life as it stands. After that, theres options. One can say yes to...
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Insults. Words off-color.
They were veiled.
They werent definivitely
Directed anywhere.
They danced around the room.
Like billiard balls.
Until somebody stood up and said
Im better than you.
And nobody knew
Who she was.
Or why she felt obligated
To establish who was in the better group
And who was in the gap.
They were veiled.
They werent definivitely
Directed anywhere.
They danced around the room.
Like billiard balls.
Until somebody stood up and said
Im better than you.
And nobody knew
Who she was.
Or why she felt obligated
To establish who was in the better group
And who was in the gap.
Then again, being true to oneself and all that crap is slightly limiting. Like she said, Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death. So if you say Im this, Im true to this one thing and...
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Some people say that everyone should want to be happy. That if you have the ability to perceive heaven on earth, then you should do it. They think that every problem is an abomination that one should work to solve or overcome. And I would disagree. Theres some problems that offer luscious rewards. Life itself is a problem. The only solution is death. And Im...
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All is well.
Talking has solved all the problems.
I dont admire confidence in people. What I admire is people who have doubts and yet proceed. Cause thats something I can access. Thats something I can relate to and draw strength from. Its strange but interacting with someone who is obviously going through something difficult gives me courage, not confidence. Im knocked out of my...
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Talking has solved all the problems.
I dont admire confidence in people. What I admire is people who have doubts and yet proceed. Cause thats something I can access. Thats something I can relate to and draw strength from. Its strange but interacting with someone who is obviously going through something difficult gives me courage, not confidence. Im knocked out of my...
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Quotes
What upsets me is not that you lied, but that from now on, I can no longer believe you. Friedrich Nietzsche
I will show you fear in a handful of dust. T. S. Eliot
All things must change to something new, to something strange.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
Him that I love, I wish to be free even from me.
Anne Morrow Lindbergh
Awake, arise,...
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What upsets me is not that you lied, but that from now on, I can no longer believe you. Friedrich Nietzsche
I will show you fear in a handful of dust. T. S. Eliot
All things must change to something new, to something strange.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
Him that I love, I wish to be free even from me.
Anne Morrow Lindbergh
Awake, arise,...
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Ive been 2% healed.
Still, I hate it when people I dont know say surprisingly relevant things. Im independent. Id rather be wrong then taught. Im like, Yeah, well uhmm And youre moms a fatass. And uhhh. Dammit. Maybe Im not cut out for reality. Or reality's not cut out for me. What I really want is to love my culture absolutely. And I dont....
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Still, I hate it when people I dont know say surprisingly relevant things. Im independent. Id rather be wrong then taught. Im like, Yeah, well uhmm And youre moms a fatass. And uhhh. Dammit. Maybe Im not cut out for reality. Or reality's not cut out for me. What I really want is to love my culture absolutely. And I dont....
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