odetta

I read recently that writing in a journal everyday is good for your heath. I thought I might try it, either here or in a physical journal. I haven't decided yet.

I'm really worried about money right now. I got a second job that is about 30 minutes from here but every time I go in they only keep me for about 3 hours before they run out of things for me to work on and send me home. I hardly have enough money to pay my bills and have had fifteen dollars in my bank account for the past couple days that has to last me until Friday. I don't know how I'm going to be able to buy a present for Cam for Christmas when I keep having to borrow money from his all of the time just for gas.

My mom is nagging me to go home to the valley for Christmas but I just don't want to. I went for Thanksgiving and there were so many people that I just became overwhelmed and left early. Between both of my jobs I am working every day and don't want to spend one of my only days off driving back and forth to the valley. I'd rather sit at home watching a movie or reading or painting even if it is by myself, I just don't have a problem with it. I filled out out Christmas cards but can't afford all of the stamps right now lol yay.

Ali