I hate being sick...this is like the third time I've been sick since September 
...I'm just getting annoyed with the whole thing.
...I'm just getting annoyed with the whole thing. I'm usually fine with periods of being single but lately it's starting to wear on me. I miss waking up to someone I love and kissing them when they don't even know it. I miss putting off work because I'd rather think about a smile and a gaze. I miss smiling so hard that my face muscles cramp up and I feel weightless from the...
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demonbuttercup:
sigh. 
latortuga:
yeah, that's pretty much it. but the focus is on the relationship, and how their lives parallel their experience
April is the cruelest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with the spring rain.
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with the spring rain.
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tomahto:
join the fan art group. john saul rubio did it.
demonbuttercup:
cool.
It's better to have loved and lost than to have loved, lost and then keep pining away for someone now your "friend".
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demonbuttercup:
Ya heard about James Brown?
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=495&e=3&u=/ap/20040128/ap_en_mu/james_brown
http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&cid=495&e=3&u=/ap/20040128/ap_en_mu/james_brown
occam:
Bootsy Collins would never do something like that 
"Ahhhhh yeah baby!"
"Ahhhhh yeah baby!"
So what are you supposed to say in these things when you really have nothing to say? So you ramble on the inane minutia of my life? make up stuff? I think I'll just contemplate the genuis of the luchador smiley guy:
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occam:
Is he dead too? Who's next Fred Rogers? 
demonbuttercup:
I think Mr. Green Jeans died a while ago.
My band (the worship of silence) had a show last night in concord with greenhouse effect....none of you save for demonbuttercup showed up....the rest of you suck 
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demonbuttercup:
LA rules. If people are in Cali and are impulsive, they should come to the Bay Area the next time Occam plays. While he's not always down for a party, I know I am. 
tomahto:
sad. bettas fight to the death.
So this is my first one of these journal entry-ka-bobs....sorry I don't have anything grand to say. I think I'll just sit here and hum the Irish Spring song....enjoy:
hmmmm, hmm, hmm, hmm-hmm-hmm
hmmmm, hmm, hmm, hmm-hmm-hmm
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mthrsuperior:
Do the Swans really make you feel *worse*??
I mean I know how miserable they can be especially early stuff but songs like "The Golden Boy...." and others are so (pauses for adjective) well, *pure* I find them affirming and somehow uplifting.
And here's to the 2X15's !
I mean I know how miserable they can be especially early stuff but songs like "The Golden Boy...." and others are so (pauses for adjective) well, *pure* I find them affirming and somehow uplifting.
And here's to the 2X15's !
occam:
Well Mr. Divine Proportion/Golden Ratio when I get in a funky mood I do like to make myself feel as bad as possibl it's not really conscious decision it's just something I find myself doing. If anything though it seems to allow the mood to pass a bit faster than it otherwise would. There are certain Swans songs that really remind me of specific experiences and people and that can hurt quite a bit. Love Will Save you is one that can sober up my best of moods. I love the Swans....very powerful, emotional music.
You gotta do more of me. We need to go over the dumb manual so we can make 'em look decent. Or sumthin'.