Tuesday May 31, 2005

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You what really scares me....good things. I've spent years upon years devleoping my ability to cope with bad things in pretty much all aspects of my life. I could get dumped, fired, have my car broken into and have my band implode all in the same week and not blink....but if more than say one or two good things happens within a month let alone...
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swingkitten:
You would cry like a leetle guuuurl.

tongue
lackluster:
around?

Friday May 20, 2005

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I really want to start building something. I really like my job but at the end of the day I have no idea what I've done for anybody...maybe I've helped a few people maybe I've scarred others for life....I just don't know. I'd like to hold something tangible and honestly know if it's good, bad or otherwise. I'm looking into some books on understanding tube...
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lackluster:
oh but i've had an i-crush on YOU for some time now. anything you have to say to me means a lot.
lackluster:
why do you bring it up? have you seen me around? ::blushes::

Sunday May 15, 2005

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Someone called me a beautiful boy the other day. Now I have a certain sense of self-confidence about a few things but my looks are not one of them...you have no idea what something like that can do for a person. So here's to saying nice things to people! I'm becoming a big softy the older I get...oh well. EL SUICIDO LOCO
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lackluster:
sometimes i dont compliment because i assume that person has heard it a hundred times already. i always thought you were good looking.
lackluster:
new journal please. thanks.

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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Ever feel like the universe is just plain pissed off at you? Not that things are going bad but just that everyone seems mad at me...not in any overt way just little stuff like never receiving any emails or phone calls. Even people I write don't write back. Everyone seems to think my opinions of late are stupid....maybe I'm losing my mind like Charlie in...
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lackluster:
is your current crush a sg?
lackluster:
WOW no one DOES talk to you.

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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So I'm not at all emo...go fucking figure biggrin
<div style="font-family:verdana;font-size:10px;width:150px;BORDER: 1px solid;PADDING: 5px;BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffc933; TEXT-ALIGN: left"><div align="center" style="margin-bottom:5px; font-size:12px;" nowrap><b>I am 17% Emo.</b><br><a style="font-size:10px;" target="_blank" href="http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=5aff31b8-1734-4839-ad53-52b636ffb8db"><img src="http://www.fuali.com/testimage.aspx?img=6ee26cb6-cf00-4aff-b278-42d376c7dfc3.gif" alt="Anti-Emo ...hrmph." border="0" style="margin-top:5px"></a></div>Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands...<div align="center" style="margin-top:5px;" nowrap><a style="font-size:10px;"...
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occam:
Well what that was suppossed to say was that I'm only 17% emo...here's the test: http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=5aff31b8-1734-4839-ad53-52b636ffb8db

Saturday Mar 19, 2005

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So let's see...second verse same as the last 20-million. We lost our new drummer again. Well he kinda half quit and we kinda half pushed him out. He really wanted to do a lot more touring than we were ready to do. The other band he joined is decent but pretty bland. I've seen them 3 times and couldn't remember a riff of theirs to...
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illstabyou:
The whole hipster thing in NY was out of control about two years ago -- not too sure ifs just died down or if I just got used to them. I do hear its even worse in Silverlake and SF than over in Brooklyn.

mrsister:
hey thanks for your message. i realized that i apparently did something wrong after my posting was blocked from being commented upon. i better not get banned, that would be totally lame. i was simply pointing out a seriously noticable fact that there are no actual plus size models on the site. people have a real misconception of what plus size is. size 12- is NOT FUCKING PLUS SIZE - i am size 16- i am not huge, but i am plus size. not one model is as big as me, i checked before i made the statement. people need to stop hating the messanger.

Saturday Feb 12, 2005

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Sunshine on my shoulder makes me happy....okay right about now nothing could cheer me up.

1) My roommates mom died Wednesday night. She had been in a nursing home for awhile but still...it must be hard to lose a mother even when it's a strained relationship

2) I thought I threw my back out the other night...but I didn't it was kidney stones! Wooohoooo! I...
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rodan:
Happy Birthday!
bullet_mckenzie:
haha yeah stick figures of me always work, however that would be on my own type of webpage... hehe...

you should draw them and then post them on my page so i know what i would look like as a stick figure, and i hope you had a blast on your b-day..

Tuesday Nov 23, 2004

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I'd like to thank the thousands of you that wrote....worried to death about my absence. I was off defending the american way...either that or my computer wasn't working for awhile and I was too lazy to get it straight...I'm so easily confused in my old age.

Since it has been awhile I'd figure I'd start off with an old classic....complaints about my love life. An...
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whitewidow:
Yup there is a Canadian army - and all 3 of us are pretty good at our jobs too! wink Seriously though yes I am in the Canadian Military, and the medics up here are trained as paramedics as well as nurses so I can do pretty much everything but performing surgery on my own.
rubysparkle:
I always thought every country had an army. Thank God Canada doesn't have enemies! smile

Monday Sep 20, 2004

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The Worship of Silence is back (like anybody cared). We have a new drummer and our return show is the night before Halloween at Kimo's deep in the heart of the tenderloin. Bring ear plugs....it'll be plenty loud!
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citizencruz:
Some kind of cult? confused
citizencruz:
I was being facetious about the band name. Sorry the reference was so obscure frown .

Friday Aug 20, 2004

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I don't do much posting on here anymore...I still check it fairly regularly...mainly the psw group and the musician/guitar groups but that's about it. I feel a bit bad in a way...now that I'm seeing someone I just don't feel the need to post as much. I never hit on anyone here or tried to even meet anybody from here but I feel like I...
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citizencruz:
Marks board was the first Vision I ever owned. biggrin
Being from texas we were always into the Zorlac stuff. I liked Jeff Phillipsand had one of his sticks too. And then there's Hosoi (who just got outta jail, BTW)... biggrin biggrin biggrin

Too many fond memories. Thanks, Man.

Jac Cruz
citizencruz:
I bought my first Hammerhead deck last month. Its a reissue, of course. Im gonna hang it up on the wall of my den. My first Hosoi was the Sims rising sun model. I remember the Roskopp series well *sits back in rocking chair and reminices about the good ol' days*.

I do the same thing with guitars now too. biggrin
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