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You what really scares me....good things. I've spent years upon years devleoping my ability to cope with bad things in pretty much all aspects of my life. I could get dumped, fired, have my car broken into and have my band implode all in the same week and not blink....but if more than say one or two good things happens within a month let alone a week it's frightening. I'm not one to believe in karma or any sort of predetermined nature of the universe but I don't want to push it and my faith in entropy isn't nearly as strong as I'd like to admit sometimes. That being said...I am very appreciative when people say good things...it takes courage to be honestly positive sometimes.