...got a nice little email from this woman that's occupied all my journal for the last couple of weeks. She's just been super busy is all and about the only time she sometimes has off is the morning or early afternoon on weekdays and that's when I'm at work. I can't honestly be too bothered by something I knew going into this but I guess I didn't exactly realize just how busy she was. I'm not going anywhere though and I told her that....I also let her know that I do get frustrated at times because I wish things between us would go a little faster but I understand the situation and it'll just have to be that way for now.
So I've decided to really try to occupy my time with more anything just to keep busy and keep my mind off of dwelling on this. Sadly most of my activities include a job I really can't stand...fortunately it's over in 5 more weeks and to top it off they shorted me a grand on my last pay check and they owe me another 2-grand for another program of theirs. Fun stuff
I did find a really cool road through the back of the Oakland hills that I've never seen before...a weird mix of really nice but new homes and old, white-trash shacks...but even that didn't take my mind off of Erica, it just made me want to take her for a drive 
So I've decided to really try to occupy my time with more anything just to keep busy and keep my mind off of dwelling on this. Sadly most of my activities include a job I really can't stand...fortunately it's over in 5 more weeks and to top it off they shorted me a grand on my last pay check and they owe me another 2-grand for another program of theirs. Fun stuff
I did find a really cool road through the back of the Oakland hills that I've never seen before...a weird mix of really nice but new homes and old, white-trash shacks...but even that didn't take my mind off of Erica, it just made me want to take her for a drive VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
yeah, vegans are mostly smelly hippies or fucking trendster emo kids but i actually have a good reason, i had cancer a couple years ago, i've been in remission for a bit but i cant really eat that kind of crap. i was a fucking steakavore before so i get cravings that i really just cant ignore & then i go and eat big macs and supersize fries like a starving somalian, shoveling into my face with little kids pointing and crying and getting scared.
i just got to the central coast. i love the beach, the ocean, the fog but i miss la everyday. just getting knocked around in a dirty little bar while a band i've never heard of plays, walking around the streets, stepping over sleeping and homeless shadows, i know its tacky, gawdy and cultureless but i fucking love la.