Well just like that life starts to turn around...just another way of fucking with me is all 
When I got home from work....in the mail box I actually found a letter from that woman I've been talking to. A very nice letter (she hates email and has been out of town so I couldn't call) that sounds a bit promising but I'm sure it'll end in a miserable failure like everything else...but at least I wasn't being ignored (I've been feeling a lot of that lately). My drummerless band practiced tonight and it actually went really, really well...I just play acoustic (plugged in though) through a few effects and we just made up some really nice psych-rock stuff...really fun and I think it actually sounded pretty good. Work was absolutely awful though....almost unbearable. I'm too big a softy...but I got good news that I'll have a sub on thursday so I can visit other teachers ....woohooo!
When I got home from work....in the mail box I actually found a letter from that woman I've been talking to. A very nice letter (she hates email and has been out of town so I couldn't call) that sounds a bit promising but I'm sure it'll end in a miserable failure like everything else...but at least I wasn't being ignored (I've been feeling a lot of that lately). My drummerless band practiced tonight and it actually went really, really well...I just play acoustic (plugged in though) through a few effects and we just made up some really nice psych-rock stuff...really fun and I think it actually sounded pretty good. Work was absolutely awful though....almost unbearable. I'm too big a softy...but I got good news that I'll have a sub on thursday so I can visit other teachers ....woohooo!
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delusion:
the thing that is hard for me is that i am not trying to make a living off my writing but i do want to get it out there. would you feel satisfied with writing a song that no one ever heard? but to get my stuff out there i need to fuck with the whole business aspect of it. 
sorry work is shitty lately for you. i think i would have suffocated if i had taught for much longer. the scope of the suffering and the enormity of the problems that i saw everyday haunted me so far past the 3 o clock bell that supposedly released me from responsibility. but your music will save you. my writing did. 
sorry work is shitty lately for you. i think i would have suffocated if i had taught for much longer. the scope of the suffering and the enormity of the problems that i saw everyday haunted me so far past the 3 o clock bell that supposedly released me from responsibility. but your music will save you. my writing did. 
demonbuttercup:
wow. we hung out nearly every day spring break, and you still felt ignored. 