obsidity

1.Dream Excerpt
After more bombings of US cities, I see a commercial for Fed Ex where the employees turn into moving stone animals with guns in order to illustrate how safe your package will be with them. I joked " yeah, but due to our increased weight and subsequent immobility, it's gonna take a lot longer to get delivered!" Yeah, noone thought it was that funny in the dream, either.
2.Note to well meaning friends (not necessarily on SG):
Understand that the more you tell me "he doesn't deserve you", "he's not worth it" etc, The shittier and shittier I feel about myself. Bcse what is wrong with me, with my psyche, that I am hung up on someone so clearly undeserving and worthless. I promise never to say that anymore about your unworthy loves if you do.
3. An apology:
I am absolutely overwhelmed by my friends list. I know most of you don't care, you are just as overwhelmed and won't even see this bcse by the time you head in for work tomorrow there will be about 50 other entries from your friends in front of my measly whiny little entry, so just know that I miss ya'll and will try to catch up. Furthermore, I cannot accept any more friends at this time even though I keep meeting more cool people...It's just too much for me.