I guess the adage is true. what goes up must come down.
I am feeling really sad and frustrated right now. I have so much stuff to do, I am going upstate tomorrow and I barely recovered from the past few days and then when I get back I am going to NY for a week and I just want to rewind last night and play it over cuz I had so much fun and felt so good with all of you and now I am trying to pack for 2 different places, and I wasted the whole day sleeping... But I needed it.
I have totally shirked responsibilty and fucked off although I did do a lot of stuff for the CI fest. Right now I am feeling like a total fuck up.
Just always chasing the next good time... it all catches up to you and throws you for a loop...
FUCK!
meow
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run away! run away! I need warm bodies next to me to sleep well tonight. no fun being alone right now.
I am feeling really sad and frustrated right now. I have so much stuff to do, I am going upstate tomorrow and I barely recovered from the past few days and then when I get back I am going to NY for a week and I just want to rewind last night and play it over cuz I had so much fun and felt so good with all of you and now I am trying to pack for 2 different places, and I wasted the whole day sleeping... But I needed it.
I have totally shirked responsibilty and fucked off although I did do a lot of stuff for the CI fest. Right now I am feeling like a total fuck up.
Just always chasing the next good time... it all catches up to you and throws you for a loop...
FUCK!
meow
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run away! run away! I need warm bodies next to me to sleep well tonight. no fun being alone right now.
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sorry about the being alone part. it sucks, but you get so much more done, don't you?
...as for shirking responsibility, though -- don't worry too much about it, it'll get done.
i hope you get enough sleep tonight, as well. since i see you're not around right now... ach, but i have to sleep as well.
if we don't communicate before you leave: i hope you have a good trip! if you can check up on us in NY, please do. i'd like to hear how you're doing.
hooooo hoooooo ... :::night owl sez g'nite:::