obscurity

Well I just wanted to quickly thank those of you that appreciated the new set that went up yesterday so thanks a ton! I always find it quite funny as I a day later go through and see the lame and catty like comments of the negative souls though I must admit...lmfao! Honestly though, I although I appreciate it all good and bad; but I really believe in my OWN art personally and not so much up to the standards of what the SG wants anymore though as I've come to realize it's all bologne to a point. For instance I've made a few sets already that have followed every standard to t "T" on "What they're looking for in a set" and yet they never had a opportunity to go up for any review; yet these few sets that have been accepted for a member review which are NOT my best or most creative they pick or choose to put up for the review process instead. So anyway with that all said my darlings and not getting this whole thing anymore in a modeling aspect anyway; I have decided to to take at least a small break if not longer. I honestly have had tons of my own fun with this and all as my own everything indeed and all; but I'm starting to realize I need to keep doing this for fun if anything on here from now on and get back in tune with my spirituality realms and personal life affairs currently as well. No worries to those of you that do still love my work though as I am not giving up; but I definitely am not giving as much care for this in the modeling aspect as I have in the past either. I'd like to refocus my direction in this type of obscurity towards the photography aspect anymore soon enough anyway after beginning school for my BFA soon anyway. At the very least this was all a lesson to teach me how and what not to make a model or individual FEEL while the photo set is in session. If I even stick to just portrait that is as I'm beginning to realize with my portfolios that I am actually a much better abstract and outdoor/wildlife skilled photographer type currently. All I can say is I have and will give it all time and in the end I'll either make or break it as a model for SG and if I never do in this year ahead left then...well, shit...I guess it was all in fun and I actually had a blast creating every set i have whether accepted or not!

Ok, so that ended up longer than I planned; but hey at least now you all know my plan for the future with or with out SG's in the end though.

I love you all tons and really appreciate all the love and support you all have given me through out this trial and journey as a hopeful model.