obliviousfocus

I just found out my grandfather died. FUCK IT

Okay I'll make this short and sweet. Someone is making me blush. And I keep fighting it but damnit they are so fucking cute. Anyways I now return you to your regular SG environment.

Oh if you wanna read my poem it is in the previous journal entry.

Just A Poem


ART

Soft fingers trace wet lips
Shallow breaths escape
Eyes trace the canvas of your form
My mouth a brush
Sculpt my desires in your flesh
Knead your untamed thoughts
Give substance to your passions
Spatter our bodies with lust
Become a living Pollock
Lose ourselve in Sin
Let Bosch picture our folly
Our feelings are not manufactured
Like some Warholian nightmare...
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I bought the Night Court: First Season DVD. I fucking love this show. I had forgotten how much I loved it. It cheered me up and made me appreciate good TV(If people don't like it screw you!!!). But thats all I have to say. I'm going back to my show.

LIstening to Leonard Cohen as his words blend into the intro for Silent All These Years by Tori Amos. I love the fact when I was young and dumb I rummaged through the college radio throwaways. I have music I will never find again and will always treasure. And btw is anyone out there stalking me? If so let me know. Justice was asking if...
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Confessions.

Tonight I sat and thought about my current state of affairs. I wen through a break up in hrmm early January. I was really upset over this and felt extremly used by my ex( I was in some ways). I retreated into a shell and pretty much drank every night for about 3 weeks. I pretty much went on a downer and go sucked...
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Okay so we were sitting at work tonight talking about the places we have been thrown out of. I apparently took the cake. I have been thrown out of Big Lots. Now for those of you who don't know, Big Lots is like ghetto walmart. It is like below the lowest of where you want to go. So its a feat to get thrown out....
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Well it is a new day dawning. I guess we can all say that its going to be another day. I dunno. I just don't have anything deep or interesting to say at the moment.

Getting ready for work soon. Painting a few last parts of a shelf that need to be done. My house is shaping up finally and its looking nice. I guess that is a good thing.

I'm about to take this piece of shit and throw it out the window. Why is it people decide they fucked up and want to make amends for the wrongs they did. Why do they choose this when I'm so pissed I can't even think straight and want them to go choke on a cock. Why do people suddenly meet someone and it makes them...
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