Updated May 23 with last poem and journal entry for a while. I'm tired.
I've had a lot of time to think lately. My loss of my main computer prevents me from having all the wonderful toys I had to play with and relieve some of my existential quandries. But now that it is gone I've had to sit and think. I tend to try...
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I've had a lot of time to think lately. My loss of my main computer prevents me from having all the wonderful toys I had to play with and relieve some of my existential quandries. But now that it is gone I've had to sit and think. I tend to try...
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cretinfamily:
hon i agree with sean.....i want a book dammit!! you are so talented....i saw so much in what you said....it was really honest i could feel the real you coming through it in a very powerful way. 
antietam:
i was in the movie Meat for satan's icebox, i was in Troma's edge t.v. episode #20 i think... it's the horror episode and i was tromette of the month for oct 03!! so go check it out!! 
Here are some really old poems I wrote when I was tripping on acid in college.
[b[Prisoner with a Pen
5:00 AM on a Monday
And my buzz has gone away
I need to talk to you
But I don't know what I'd say
A train rolls on in the distance
Maybe I should run away
And escape this hell I've created
By not calling...
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[b[Prisoner with a Pen
5:00 AM on a Monday
And my buzz has gone away
I need to talk to you
But I don't know what I'd say
A train rolls on in the distance
Maybe I should run away
And escape this hell I've created
By not calling...
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thefreak:
Wow, that's pretty cognicant (is that the word?) for being on acid @the time. 
-TM
-TM
nikonphoto80:
Nice poems.
Im going to get so drunk tonight if it kills me. I hope your night was better than mine.
Im going to get so drunk tonight if it kills me. I hope your night was better than mine.
Whisper to me with eyes that cannot lie
Touch my cheek with truth
Sing unto my soul a soothing song
This moment is fleeting
Our masks have slipped
A short time of nakedness
Your smile is a razor
It cuts away the callous
My breath is a baptism
Wash your unclean memories
The short embrace of our hearts
Fades like morning dew
Touch my cheek with truth
Sing unto my soul a soothing song
This moment is fleeting
Our masks have slipped
A short time of nakedness
Your smile is a razor
It cuts away the callous
My breath is a baptism
Wash your unclean memories
The short embrace of our hearts
Fades like morning dew
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tempest:
Wow, I just read your journal entry. Eloquent and sensual are your words.
btw- Thank you. I guess I won't have to wait long to find the DVD, now will I?
btw- Thank you. I guess I won't have to wait long to find the DVD, now will I?
tempest:
remind me to torment you with some of old (and bad) poetry from high school sometime
I have a crush but thats okay. Those things fade like the ephimeral art.
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nikonphoto80:
Yes it does but I might have some one in the next month come and see me and I dont have a job so no excuses to be messy 
nikonphoto80:
Well if they would come over more often than I might clean more often but since they never do I should just say fuck them but when they call which isnt very often but when they do I cant say no. 
Poetry time. And don't ask me where it is comoing from. I am tipsy and wanting to be silly.
Stare at me one last time
Lets finger the dischord
Our words now axioms of pain
Shall we lie to the present
Simply to slip out of the past
Are memories just sheeps clothing
Paradigms of experiences yet to come
Will we lock ourselves in this...
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Stare at me one last time
Lets finger the dischord
Our words now axioms of pain
Shall we lie to the present
Simply to slip out of the past
Are memories just sheeps clothing
Paradigms of experiences yet to come
Will we lock ourselves in this...
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thefreak:
Took an interesting turn @the end there.
Ooh, new profile pic!
Cool stuff, amigo. Hope you are well.
-TM
Ooh, new profile pic!
Cool stuff, amigo. Hope you are well.
-TM
sorrowsjoy:
Wow for a moment there I was on a teeter-totter lol --The first one is lovely and the second one made me laugh--Tanks I needed that *hugs*--Hope your doing well sweetie and love you!
--The first one is lovely and the second one made me laugh--Tanks I needed that *hugs*--Hope your doing well sweetie and love you! So Saturday night I went to the punk blowout in Troy Ohio. It kicked much ass. I went with nikonphoto80. He drove and we listened to flogging molly and the descendents on the way up there( I love me some descendents <3). We got lost due to rain and ended up in louisville first so that was a bit unexpected, but thanks to the miracle...
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sexyadventurer:
Sounds like an awesome time, and you got to meet Zui...that rocks. 
theloonie:
where were you at? we didnt get there untill after it was going... frigging babysitter cancled 2min before we were supposed to head out, then when we finaly found someone to watch the kid we ended up getting stuck listening to her mother rant for an hour... she is one of those people you just cant get away from, anyway when we got there i was aginst the outside wall on a chair with my crutches next to me,
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my...
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This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my...
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nikonphoto80:
How did I do that 
modvayne:
It was great meeting you I totally enjoyed hearing covers of Agent Orange and the Misfits both. It's rare that I get to hear anything like that anymore, although I do have the Misfits Collection. I don't get it out often though, so I keep it in good condition.
I totally enjoyed hearing covers of Agent Orange and the Misfits both. It's rare that I get to hear anything like that anymore, although I do have the Misfits Collection. I don't get it out often though, so I keep it in good condition. This is oblivions last stand.
Well the beard is gone now and i'm back to the beginning. I am digging the new life house too.
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nikonphoto80:
It doesnt mater to me, I just thought you would want to since it started at 9 and would probable last Intel after 12 or 1 and its a 3 hr drive but I dont care one way or the other I guess.
nikonphoto80:
Well its up to you as long as get plenty of energy drinks.
So it is 4 am in the morning and i'm sitting here wide eyed and out of my mind. I've been thinking lately. Just thinking. About choices made and things lost. I remember an ex of mine. She had a lot of problems. I mean a lot of problems. She could never sleep right. Every night for a year I had to give her a...
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nikonphoto80:
I sent my number so go get it if you think you might need it if not ill see you tomorrow at 4.
jj_r0x0rz:
>.<
Slight summer sweat
In the warm night air
The ring that I gave you
Lay cold in my palm
The last vestiges of memories
Stripped down to circumstance
Our affair reduced to folly
Throw it hard
Make a wish
Watch the ripples disappear
In the warm night air
The ring that I gave you
Lay cold in my palm
The last vestiges of memories
Stripped down to circumstance
Our affair reduced to folly
Throw it hard
Make a wish
Watch the ripples disappear
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nikonphoto80:
How about 4 pm on Saturday in the parking lot in front of the art building, the show is at 9 it takes 3 hours to get there so that would give us 2 to get lost, if you want my phone number I will email it to you so tell me if you need it or not just in case.
How about 4 pm on Saturday in the parking lot in front of the art building, the show is at 9 it takes 3 hours to get there so that would give us 2 to get lost, if you want my phone number I will email it to you so tell me if you need it or not just in case.
I am oblivions unbridaled fury
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ataxia:
lmao... love ppl who make references to my fave movies 
gogo:
it has been ok.
i've been missing my stuff you know.
i've been missing my stuff you know.
