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well.. so strike all that about things going well with claire, she decided to announce to me tonight she never really wanted a relationship and she thought things were too much with her and i, which i sort of suspected anyway... hearing it doesnt make it easier though! turns out she is having fun with another lady i think is lovely... how much can it...
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well... things are progressing nicely with claire, which is always a good thing. i know damn the distance helen, you're still a supernice person and i defo want to be down for your opening!!! (erm... shop that is!). hel, thanks again lovey, you're a doll rosalyn too, thanks a bundle yeah tim, you're somewhat helpful, in an old man sorta way hahaha. i went and...
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i do indeed have a crush... i wish i could be with helen, but its not going to happen... distance and all. but on a happier note, i have been sort of seeing this nice little lady called claire who is like all fawning and pretty... we shall see where this goes...

well.... now those days were an experience and a half. if you dont know, (which you wont) ive been to see helen (littleloco) down in coventry. after a fucking trek on the train which was stupidly delayed on the way to derby, i FINALLY got to coventry. i looked out of my window toward the platform as the train sidled into the station and saw...
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wow, bloody exhausting night at work... tekky's set is up! fucking WAHOO! hehe, she is DAMN hot... could i change my fave girls? who would i oust? i MIGHT be able to substitute her for Robin, please dont be upset Robin! you're still bloody lovely! i decided to add some fave pics tonight, i got a bit carried away though and went for like nearly...
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things are ok, work is boring as fuck in town. work at spiders is ok i suppose. i kissed a real ugly girl last night... MISTAKE... ahh well. all might be well, i might see charlie soon. its really cool talking to helen too, she is real nice hehe, night all xx

well, things are maybe looking up a little, still no good news from charlie. but nonetheless, i feel more positive

so now its all done, charlie DOESNT want us to be more than friends and might as well be chastising me for having a hard time accepting it. she wanted me to shrug it off? bullshit, my selfimage took a rapid plummet.

wowee im knackered, just got in from work at like 3am ish and decided "yes, coming online will be a good idea" and then im at work AGAIN tmrw from like 2pm till 5:30... can i be fucked? can i hell.

my happy dance could not go on for longer i think. hel has said im adorable (at least i think she meant me!) and littleloco said we should chat more... man... ermm... shame im a boring bastard really