today one loses a sense of purpose... you would prefer not to have to work in your shitty job to make money... sitting at home provides a much better prospect surely? i would like to have my degree and enjoy philosophy and immerse myself in literature without having to put in all that pesky work... wouldnt you? immersion in anything is suffocating though. i wake...
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elisabeth:
Hmm. I could have written this, but picture me as Michael Douglas in the movie Falling Down. Boredom, coupled with intense sleep deprivation and chili cheese fries is my recipe for disaster.
hellkitten:
Wow! That sleeve of yours kicks all ass 
alright helen! calm down 
i might do it soon... but what reward might it elicit? and hows shit avec the shop and so forth, you've not been on msn for daaaaaaaaaays 
Jon x 
i might do it soon... but what reward might it elicit? and hows shit avec the shop and so forth, you've not been on msn for daaaaaaaaaays Jon x [sings stridently in eastenders theme music] tattoo tomorrowwww!!! my half sleeve shall be fiiiinishhhhed!!!
estelladarling:
you are so cute, thanks for the comment on my journal.
deadish:
c'mon then cutie, put some pics up!
see... i WOULD have ridden my bike... had some fun downhill... BUT, my guy who i was gonna ride with couldnt go cos he got beaten up for accidentally crashing into someone in his car... yow! and i cant very well ride alone... fucks sake 
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littledeadkid:
thats pretty hard core getting beat up for a car reck
vampsinthe78:
Im on my second Kona Xc at the mo. I broke my manomano, "just riding along" No REALLY! It tore straight through, just below the headset as I was riding to work. It took em long enuff, but they sent me a Kona Kahuna as a replacement, which is OK.. GOt nice fox float bits front and rear... Ive got my beady eye on a Santa Cruz v10, for hitting the hills. Hoho. Like Im going to win in a me vs birch tree match....
No REALLY! It tore straight through, just below the headset as I was riding to work. It took em long enuff, but they sent me a Kona Kahuna as a replacement, which is OK.. GOt nice fox float bits front and rear... Ive got my beady eye on a Santa Cruz v10, for hitting the hills. Hoho. Like Im going to win in a me vs birch tree match....well.. so strike all that about things going well with claire, she decided to announce to me tonight she never really wanted a relationship and she thought things were too much with her and i, which i sort of suspected anyway... hearing it doesnt make it easier though! turns out she is having fun with another lady i think is lovely... how much can it...
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crujones:
go rid eyour bike,that makes stuff better for me
lostomen:
Sounds a little familiar. Best of luck with that man. Hope things flip around for you.
well... things are progressing nicely with claire, which is always a good thing. i know damn the distance helen, you're still a supernice person and i defo want to be down for your opening!!! (erm... shop that is!). hel, thanks again lovey, you're a doll rosalyn too, thanks a bundle 
yeah tim, you're somewhat helpful, in an old man sorta way 
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rosalyn too, thanks a bundle yeah tim, you're somewhat helpful, in an old man sorta way hahaha. i went and... Read More
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ruby:
The lowlight could be the sun through the window...
hel:
YAY I GOT A JOURNAL MENTION 
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i do indeed have a crush... i wish i could be with helen, but its not going to happen... distance and all. but on a happier note, i have been sort of seeing this nice little lady called claire who is like all fawning and pretty... we shall see where this goes... 
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hel:
damn baby... look at you getttin all the ladies
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deadish:
stupid fucking distance
well.... now those days were an experience and a half. if you dont know, (which you wont) ive been to see helen (littleloco) down in coventry. after a fucking trek on the train which was stupidly delayed on the way to derby, i FINALLY got to coventry. i looked out of my window toward the platform as the train sidled into the station and saw...
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timothyscalliwag:
ok,,,so you're a secret 'Buffy' watcher too now , huh ? Better make sure yer 'dangly giraffe' dont get staked ! And 'Hush' was by far the best episode ever. Hope you remembered Tekky's birthdyay ?,.....opppps you did, didnt ya ! Yell me you didnt forget !
hel:
awwww somebody has a crush
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wow, bloody exhausting night at work... tekky's set is up! fucking WAHOO! hehe, she is DAMN hot... could i change my fave girls? who would i oust? i MIGHT be able to substitute her for Robin, please dont be upset Robin! you're still bloody lovely! i decided to add some fave pics tonight, i got a bit carried away though and went for like nearly...
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user2_0384028:
damn that old dilemma between having a night of hot hot heat or something thats actually real and counts. i guess in theory both are possible, but it never works out that way... dammit. dammit all.
things are ok, work is boring as fuck in town. work at spiders is ok i suppose. i kissed a real ugly girl last night... MISTAKE... ahh well. all might be well, i might see charlie soon. its really cool talking to helen too, she is real nice hehe, night all xx
hehe, night all xx
deadish:
awww!!! *melts*
well, things are maybe looking up a little, still no good news from charlie. but nonetheless, i feel more positive
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hel:
saw the candids... nice
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cherry:
Hey Who's doing your Tattoo for you?
Cherry xox
Who's doing your Tattoo for you?
Cherry xox
so now its all done, charlie DOESNT want us to be more than friends and might as well be chastising me for having a hard time accepting it. she wanted me to shrug it off? bullshit, my selfimage took a rapid plummet.