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So my actual birthday wasn't too bad, but not as good as saturday of course. Got calls from a lot of my friends and family backhome. Only got one card in the mail thought, although everyone said they were in the mail, but mail has been taking a very long time to get too me for some reason, theyre probaly out there somewhere.

The day was filled with classes, but in between we went out for Dim Sum with a couple friends from class.

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I am going through a chasing amy complex. I am so into this girl of mine, she is the greatest person in the world, and is everything I have been looking for and all that my past girlfriends have not been. I am falling for her so fast. But at the same time I know she has more of a sexual past than I do, and I dunno i dont know how to deal with it, she is the greatest person and I don't want to loose her, especially since I know that my mother would absolutely adore her, and that is very important to me since my mother isn't around to get to meet her.

I just have these images of what she may have done in the past, or what i know she has done and I don't know why I am letting it bother me because she is so great. I guess it is something i just have to deal with on my own but maybe some of you may have some comforting words.

oh there is a pic of her in my pics section if interested.