Oh god, I'm fucked. I got all excited for this internship and then my own retardedness fucks everything up. I somehow left all my stuff up in Fredericksburg instead of bringing it home with me. I really should just drive back, that would be the smart thing to do. Except impossible. Anyway, I've been compiling what I can of this application but it's slow going....
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After all that I ended up changing my poem once I got into the lab on Friday. Anyway, I'm still exhausted. I've been trying to sleep as much as I can without feeling guilty. Because I really do feel bad if I sleep all day while my parents are up and doing stuff. I miss them so much when I'm not home and this is...
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Modification
I fill my lungs with air and
a slight rasp. On the exhale
I focus on this wheeze, the expulsion
of survival. Your gun
purrs to life, a sound familiar
and terrifying every time.
It still drips with ink.
The pain begins with half moon
pits gouged into my sticky wet palms;
with twisted muscles and jaw distorted,
the anticipation hurts more.
Exhale again,...
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I fill my lungs with air and
a slight rasp. On the exhale
I focus on this wheeze, the expulsion
of survival. Your gun
purrs to life, a sound familiar
and terrifying every time.
It still drips with ink.
The pain begins with half moon
pits gouged into my sticky wet palms;
with twisted muscles and jaw distorted,
the anticipation hurts more.
Exhale again,...
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God, this week is tearing me up. I was at school for 12 hours yesterday and 11 today. Just doing ridiculous crap. Yesterday I had to be at a "Meet the Press" thing on campus for the literary magazine...then two classes, then a group project meeting, then a three hour class that ended at 10. I was fucking exhausted. And when I got home, I...
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So...be proud of me, I did it. I finally told the ex-boy that we couldn't sleep together anymore. I don't know how I feel about it yet. Sometimes I feel really empowered and happy about it...and sometimes, like right now for instance, I just cry uncontrollably. I don't think I'm still in love with him; I'm just having a hard time dealing with the fact...
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lordwarlord:
You are to hug up on little things. Relax, you will find somebody. If you dont like your picture, change it. Man you are a awesome chick that happens to be quite good looking. If you dont belive me, well I will have to slay you will and axe for being crazy. Remeber, I am the god of awesome and I say you are awesome and will do fine! NOW GO OUT INTO THE WORLD AND BE HAPPY! 
ash:
thanks so much for the comment on my set!!! I know its probably really late now, lol, but I had a lotta comments 
Man, maybe I should complain about crap in here more often. It seems to fix things. So you know how I was complaining about that guy not talking to me? Well, I didn't see him at the gym today but when I was leaving class, I was sitting in my car to pull out onto the street (from parallel parking) and he passed by in...
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stasia:
thanks for commenting on my last set...i know its a little late, but im a busy and lazy ass bitch! tee hee 
tiara:
I can't wait it either
Good idea: going to a bar and playing pool.
Bad idea: going to a bar and playing pool with two sickeningly cute couples when you're trying your hardest to break it off with your ex.
I've decided that I'm going to tell him we can't hook up anymore. I think that if I have any chance with him, or any chance with any other guy...
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Bad idea: going to a bar and playing pool with two sickeningly cute couples when you're trying your hardest to break it off with your ex.
I've decided that I'm going to tell him we can't hook up anymore. I think that if I have any chance with him, or any chance with any other guy...
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u_dont_know_me:
you see ... we never actually said it was a date ... more like a friendly get together to go out and what not ... buuut it felt like a date ...
and no ... it wasn't the girl with the note ... fuckin' bitch never got back to me and avoids me at school now, so, whatever ... I will say this though ... you do know who she is, you've even met her ... IM me or call me and I'll give more info ... if only because of I don't talk to someone about it I think I might explode ...
and no ... it wasn't the girl with the note ... fuckin' bitch never got back to me and avoids me at school now, so, whatever ... I will say this though ... you do know who she is, you've even met her ... IM me or call me and I'll give more info ... if only because of I don't talk to someone about it I think I might explode ...
tiara:
I think this whole limbo thing is unfair to some girls. Someone only have to wait for a couple of weeks and someone else almost a year before a set goes up 
Bah humbug. Valentine's Day is for sissies. *sigh* No it's not. It's just not for losers like me who can't get a date. Stupid boys and their stupidness. I was watching "Shorties Watching Shorties" once and this comedian was talking about how people should go through an applications process and get their "number." Like 1-10 attractiveness rating. The crappy thing is that I'd probably get...
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xanippi:
sounds like a intense valentines day
u_dont_know_me:
You? A 7 ... HA! Yeah ... and I'm a 4 ... 
Good weekend, good weekend. Except I spent too much money. My roommates, Minda's friend Michelle, and I went out last night, to a bar I'd never been to before. Guys started buying us drinks as soon as we got there, so I don't think I paid for even one. I had a whiskey sour, two raspberry kamikaze's, and a Jaeger Bomb. Whew. What a night....
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nocontrol:
Happy Valentine's Day...
So I was up until almost six last night doing a lot of thinking. About my non-relationship, about my future, about how much I miss the friends I don't talk to anymore. I don't know that I came to any conclusions, but it was nice to be brutally honest with myself for once instead of glossing over the not-so-pretty picture.
I did come to the...
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lordwarlord:
Have you ever worked one of those jobs!? I have and after a year or so you really quickily run back to school. Not fun, not fun at all. TO be treated as if you are some brainless machine, with no regard to you as a human with feellings and thoughts of your own. Nope, not the live for you at all. 
Being a receptionist is not always that easy...besides, there's more to life than the wild crazy urban go-getter lifestyle. If it means you can chill before the next busy part of your life, then go for it