So my car met it's tragic end. As sad as I am to give up my Athena, I'm twice as excited to get a new car! I desperately want a Mustang, but I'm pretty sure that's not in the running. I'd settle for something else. My dad is rooting for the Civic Hybrid or the Toyota Prius, cuz he's into those environmentally aware cars. Whatever......
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My brother is okay, just a little bruised and shaken. My car on the other hand...
It may never see the light of day again. Don't get me wrong, I'm thrilled that my brother is okay. That is the single phone call I dread the most in the world. And unless I die before him, it's a phone call I will have to get someday....
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It may never see the light of day again. Don't get me wrong, I'm thrilled that my brother is okay. That is the single phone call I dread the most in the world. And unless I die before him, it's a phone call I will have to get someday.... Read More
jericho:
I've noticed people contemplate death a lot more when they are surroinded by it so you are not along hon.
You are totally yummy by the way!
You are totally yummy by the way!
jericho:
Your life isn't pathetic - you are really cool! 
My brother was in an accident. I just heard. And I can't hold him...
speedphreak:
Sorry to hear that.
Is he going to be OK? It wasn't too bad was it? Hope things go well for him (and you).
Much love.
Is he going to be OK? It wasn't too bad was it? Hope things go well for him (and you).
Much love.
geekwithaguitar:
jeez, what the fuck is going on in the world these days??!?!
umm...my work schedule is basically Sun-Thurs nights (ie 4pm-close)
umm...my work schedule is basically Sun-Thurs nights (ie 4pm-close)
Well I moved out on Saturday. It was really sad to see my dead apartment. That place was home...
And for some reason when I got to my new house to move in all my junk, I wasn't quite as thrilled with it as I was before. Sure, there are some perks, like I can get a cat and it's inexpensive. But there's only one...
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And for some reason when I got to my new house to move in all my junk, I wasn't quite as thrilled with it as I was before. Sure, there are some perks, like I can get a cat and it's inexpensive. But there's only one...
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romantigoth:
So, where'd ya move to? I hope ya get settled in though. You should have a housewarming party. That would do it. ......Being aloof is fun.lol
......Being aloof is fun.lol Been too tired for dreaming recently. I think that's been good for me.
Had a rough couple of days of working. Had some odds with coworkers that pretty much make everyone else's lives hell...so why not mine as well? Luckily, I get over shit quick and don't let it get personal. I'm not going to let them affect how I do my job and how...
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Had a rough couple of days of working. Had some odds with coworkers that pretty much make everyone else's lives hell...so why not mine as well? Luckily, I get over shit quick and don't let it get personal. I'm not going to let them affect how I do my job and how...
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jayde__:
I'll say it again: YOU'RE HUMAN! Thinking about such things just kinda happens whether it should or not. I still don't think you should beat yourself up over it too much.
Good luck with moving. I know how stressful it can be. If I lived closer, I'd offer to help. But, well, I don't.
Good luck with moving. I know how stressful it can be. If I lived closer, I'd offer to help. But, well, I don't.
I think it's a bad thing I keep having dreams about sleeping with people from work. Last night I dreamt about getting caught boinking the guy who does landscaping at the golf course close by. He and I had foundation training together. The night before it was someone else. I'm just afraid one of these days it's gonna be someone I REALLLLLY don't want to...
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speedphreak:
I don't remember my dreams. I wish I did, that would be cool. So I don't have many deep thoughts to share with you on this. Sorry.
On a more positive note.....let me know when you dream about sleeping with me!
Now there's something we can talk about!
I wish I did, that would be cool. So I don't have many deep thoughts to share with you on this. Sorry.
On a more positive note.....let me know when you dream about sleeping with me!
Now there's something we can talk about!
dweezie:
I don't think you should worry. Dreaming that doesn't necessarily mean you want to boink anyone from work. I'd interpret it as meaning you're feeling oppressed by some area of your life and your dreams are where you feel safe revolting against that.
I'm officially revoking the last post because I'm gross.
So moving along now. I'm itchy today Perhaps something to do with getting bitten by gnats yesterday. Hmmm. Me and some friends went to the beach yesterday night. We were supposed to go crabbing but we got sidetracked by the Bud Light and Pepsi. I cemented my distaste for two of my coworkers, which stinks, cuz...
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So moving along now. I'm itchy today
Perhaps something to do with getting bitten by gnats yesterday. Hmmm. Me and some friends went to the beach yesterday night. We were supposed to go crabbing but we got sidetracked by the Bud Light and Pepsi. I cemented my distaste for two of my coworkers, which stinks, cuz... Read More
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monsterjoe:
Wow, when you find a woman who meets those standards please send her my way.
The trouble with people is that they're people-you know-they're human.
Sometimes I look around and see all these folks with their issues and I wonder what the fuck keeps them together. Right on the heels of that I wonder what it is about me that I can't cope with a little drama.
Drama is the biggest turn off for me. Instant softy.
Errr...not that you needed to know that.
The trouble with people is that they're people-you know-they're human.
Sometimes I look around and see all these folks with their issues and I wonder what the fuck keeps them together. Right on the heels of that I wonder what it is about me that I can't cope with a little drama.
Drama is the biggest turn off for me. Instant softy.
Errr...not that you needed to know that.
jayde__:
I know what you mean. There are very few times that I can actually get along with women for an extended period of time. If it's not their own personal drama, it's mine. *sigh* And having this random overemotional crap happen is NOT really helping the situation at all. 
I'm sure all that will pass, though, and the sooner the better. It's bad when you get on your own nerves. 
I'm sure all that will pass, though, and the sooner the better. It's bad when you get on your own nerves. How come age ain't nothing but a number only after the age of 18? I mean, I understand the law is the law and all that, but does feeling something for someone who's younger than I should lawfully feel something for really that wrong? When do you draw the line? I can't really explain what I'm talking about because it's really congested. Basically, there's a...
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jayde__:
I still want to be your friend! I really don't know what to say about the situation, though. When I was 17, I was dating a guy who was four years older than me. We both knew that there were legal risks involved, but we chose to just ignore them. Also, my parents were okay with the whole situation. I got more shit from the people in charge of my high school's Ring Dance than I did from my parents. *shrugs* Anyway, this sounds kind of like the same situation, so I figured I'd share. Other than that, I really can't think of anything to say. I hope everything will work out for you, though.
jayde__:
You would probably hate living around here, then! There are a lot of bridges and tunnels to go through to get places. That seems to be a pretty common fear, though, and I can definitely see why you'd have it.
Edited because I had WAY too many exclamation points in this post.
[Edited on May 24, 2004 5:53PM]
Edited because I had WAY too many exclamation points in this post.
[Edited on May 24, 2004 5:53PM]
Okay, so, really, I'm gonna start updating more. It's just not been happening as of late. Things are going well, though there's really no change from day to day. Work, lounge around when not working, see the boy on occasion, procrastinate procrastinate.
Ah well. Tonight should be a little out of the ordinary as I'm actually working in the evening for once. And tomorrow is...
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Ah well. Tonight should be a little out of the ordinary as I'm actually working in the evening for once. And tomorrow is...
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speedphreak:
Yay! Three cheers for big beds!!
xie:
aww.. boo for work not allowing fun-time. the whole needing to have money to do fun things, but then working to get the money never lets you have time to do stuff.. i think they do that on purpose.
i had an interview at hot topic in the mall.. heh. hopefully it went well though.. good luck cleaning.. cleaning is soooo much fun. ick.
i had an interview at hot topic in the mall.. heh. hopefully it went well though.. good luck cleaning.. cleaning is soooo much fun. ick.
Long day.
Work, when it's not fun, is tolerable, which is ten times more than I can say for jobs I've had in the past. In those cases, tolerable was welcome, fun was never had, and general misery was the consensus. Thank the lord I got off my ass and did the job search early.
I've never really minded not being 21. When I've wanted...
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Work, when it's not fun, is tolerable, which is ten times more than I can say for jobs I've had in the past. In those cases, tolerable was welcome, fun was never had, and general misery was the consensus. Thank the lord I got off my ass and did the job search early.
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jayde__:
At least you don't have too much longer before you're 21! That's a good thing, right! I remember when I was the only non-21-year-old in a group, and it always sucked trying to go out. But hey, once you're 21, almost everything's open to you. Except renting cars for some reason...
I remember when I was the only non-21-year-old in a group, and it always sucked trying to go out. But hey, once you're 21, almost everything's open to you. Except renting cars for some reason...
geekwithaguitar:
DUDE. so, i'm not dead, i just haven't had internet for a while. um, we should hang out sometime since we're so close. we (the berrets kids) go out all the time, so you should come. write me an email (rdillon@vt.edu) and i'll give you my phone number. later