Okay, so good update. Well, quasi-good.
Easy going day at work. For some reason I just felt like crap all night so I swapped shifts with my coworker. He closed and I left at 9. It was pretty chill.
Saw Ryan (boss' kid). I'm so confused as to how all that's working out. He gets mad if I don't proposition him on a regular basis (like every time I see/talk to him) but he turns me down 50% of the time. It's not so much that he turns me down, but he doesn't return my calls or whatever. I know he's not doing anything else. I dunno, it's starting to piss me off. If this is going to be a once a week kind of deal, then fuck it, I'll find someone else too. But if we can hook up several times a week, it might be worth my time.
Okay, that sounds really stupid and wrong. But we ARE using each other, we both know it, and we're having fun. But I can't begin to figure things out if we're not actually seeing each other. I think he's getting off on knowing that I'm pretty much up for anything at any time. When he said he didn't really want to hang out today, I was like, "okay, well then I'll see you Sunday." Usually we hang out on Saturdays, but I can't tomorrow because I'm going to my brother's graduation. As soon as I said that, he gets all worried and is like, "wait, you're not working tomorrow?" Yeah, as soon as he knew he couldn't have me when he wanted me, that's when he REALLY wanted me. And that just PISSES ME OFF.
Sigh. We need to work out a terms of service agreement or something.
"We, Ryan and Patricia, agree to hook up at least three times a week, regardless of work schedules and the speculation of others. We agree to always reciprocate. We will communicate fully with each other our needs both emotionally and physically. We agree not to get too attached and to not question the status of our relationships with other potential hook ups. This contract is fully retractable at any time for any reason. Should one party wish to discontinue the arrangement, no explanation will be needed or expected and the wishes should be fully and promptly declared to the opposite party. At the termination, both parties agree to remain friends, benefits optional."
Easy going day at work. For some reason I just felt like crap all night so I swapped shifts with my coworker. He closed and I left at 9. It was pretty chill.
Saw Ryan (boss' kid). I'm so confused as to how all that's working out. He gets mad if I don't proposition him on a regular basis (like every time I see/talk to him) but he turns me down 50% of the time. It's not so much that he turns me down, but he doesn't return my calls or whatever. I know he's not doing anything else. I dunno, it's starting to piss me off. If this is going to be a once a week kind of deal, then fuck it, I'll find someone else too. But if we can hook up several times a week, it might be worth my time.
Okay, that sounds really stupid and wrong. But we ARE using each other, we both know it, and we're having fun. But I can't begin to figure things out if we're not actually seeing each other. I think he's getting off on knowing that I'm pretty much up for anything at any time. When he said he didn't really want to hang out today, I was like, "okay, well then I'll see you Sunday." Usually we hang out on Saturdays, but I can't tomorrow because I'm going to my brother's graduation. As soon as I said that, he gets all worried and is like, "wait, you're not working tomorrow?" Yeah, as soon as he knew he couldn't have me when he wanted me, that's when he REALLY wanted me. And that just PISSES ME OFF.
Sigh. We need to work out a terms of service agreement or something.
"We, Ryan and Patricia, agree to hook up at least three times a week, regardless of work schedules and the speculation of others. We agree to always reciprocate. We will communicate fully with each other our needs both emotionally and physically. We agree not to get too attached and to not question the status of our relationships with other potential hook ups. This contract is fully retractable at any time for any reason. Should one party wish to discontinue the arrangement, no explanation will be needed or expected and the wishes should be fully and promptly declared to the opposite party. At the termination, both parties agree to remain friends, benefits optional."
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geekwithaguitar:
that's cool. and don't worry, i've got a few crazy friends of my own.
jcup:
Terms Of Service Agreement...that is too fuckin awesome for words. I love that line. Yeah, get that guy in check. Tell him how easily he can be replaced and that he's not meeting the quota. Reading over your profile reminded me that I need to own Secretary, I should watch Donnie Darko tonight, and that I forgot that I want to read the Divinci Code. I hear people talk about that book all the time. The waiting list at the library is insane. So what is it all about?