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So just had a long talk with the boy. (If you go back one entry, you'll see why the talk had to happen.) Funny thing is, he brought it up. Not over Ryan, of course, but just the fact that something is amiss in our relationship. So basically the idea for right now is that we are friends with benefits. He's still my best friend...
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lordwarlord:
It is good to hear that everything is going better for you. I was afraid that your next entry would be the A. you lost your legs B. you found out that you had only two weeks to live C. you had just been beaten up and mugged D. All of the above. I also claim total responcebility for your change in luck, due to the fact that I am a good luck charm. I except thanks in the form of hundred dollar bills.

I also think you are being to subtle with this guy. If I where in your shoes I would just hit him on the head with a club and drag him back to my cave. Screw hits and sujestion, knock them out and take what you what, that is what I always say. Hmmm, that kinds of makes me sounds likea rapest. Maye I think about what I say more before I say it. Then again, you are a chick and he is a guy and you can't rape the willing. Try it out and see how it works. If it doesnt you can always blame me. robot robot
lordwarlord:
Well in the end it is yours, because it all depends on how you rub me. Rub me the right way: Good luck, rub me the wrong: Bad luck. So it would be in your best intrest to practise rubbing me all the time. I also deleted you comment by mistake so don't take it personaly.
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Wow my last entry makes me really sad. I sound completely uneducated. I was trying to get through a really long and complex weekend without writing for the next four and a half days. All of it could really be ignored, except the Ryan thing.

Is it possible to get over someone you don't want to get over?

My problem is that I dwell on...
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I need to quit being involved in drama. My brother has sworn it off, I should too. But it's just so...I dunno. Addicting is the wrong word. It's something similar though. I think it's my naturally dramatic personality. I like chaos.

I had a great weekend. I hung out a lot with my best friend, who was in England all summer, so I don't get...
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Oh lord.

I'm home with my family. Good times, good times. There's something about this house that makes it feel like an extended family member. The smells, the way I can practically walk around it with my eyes closed, the jumble of clutter my family leaves for me to clean.

Truthfully, I don't know if I ever want to leave my hometown. For years, I...
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jayde__:
As much as I might complain about my family, I don't know what I'd do without them. Same with my friends.

So who won the football game? It's been ages since I even thought about things going on at my high school. Maybe it's time to pay it a visit to see what's going on.
geekwithaguitar:
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. i live in richmond now.
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I found the most perfect place to live. Now all I've gotta do is get a job. I was thinking about applying to the Fredericksburg school system. They don't require that their teachers have licensure, as long as they start working on it by the end of two years. Not a problem, I could go during the summer or something. Anyway, I think this might...
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Good day other than the fact that my house is freezing and my room smells like mold from the flood. Did I tell you about the flood? I don't think I did. My roommate (Amanda)'s drunk-ass friend turned on the bathtub early one morning (probably about 3:30/4am) and left it on. It was left on until my other roommate's boyfriend came over at about 7:30...
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Hahaha the new things on SG are ridiculous.

I'm sick today, so I'm staying home from school. I know I shouldn't be, I should just suck it up and go, but I really feel bad. And my cat is possessed.
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lordwarlord:
Funny story this. Well one night my amry and I where camped out on the plains of horror. One of my officers came up to me and told me of a trange cave to the south. Well to make all long story short, three thousand men died and i got one wish. At the time I thought it would be pretty funny if your cat was possessed. Bata-bing Bata-boom you know have the Evil Cat of the DAMNED, or so I was told by the mystical creature. Funny uh?! Well I hope that anwsers all your questions and if not, too bad that is all you get. robot
venla:
Haven't listened to them much but I'd love to recommend some - must do some thinking before smile
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Well things are okay, though I still want to drop out of school. Not drop out exactly...just take a break. Going home this weekend was really hard. Leaving was ten times worse. I know I can't be a kid forever, but life seems to be happening far too fast. Everyone's asking what I plan to do after I graduate and I still feel like I...
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lordwarlord:
Great to hear that your dad is getting better, and I hope it keeps getting better. By the way what is a rivetheads?? I really have know idea of what you mean. And remember that this is October, and its the bloodly best time of year ever. Bands of the month are: Misfits, King Diamond(those two are total fucking horror show!) and Twisted Mother Fucking Sister!!!
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I didn't think the other shoe would take so long to drop. On a weekend that was supposed to be full of fun and good cheer (my boyfriend's brother's wedding) everything has come crashing in. I hate getting bad news.

My dad has an infection in his ankle. He had polio many moons ago that damaged some of the blood vessels in his feet/legs. So...
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venla:
I'm so sorry - hope everything will be allright ._.

About Fintroll: It might have something to do with the fact that I'm from Finlad *g*
lordwarlord:
Whoa that is harsh! I guess no one is really perpared for something like that. I suggest that you stay in school no matter what happens. Life goes on and doesnt wait for anybody. Yet again I am not you, and only you know what is best your you. Hope you can keep things to gether in the hard times a head.
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I tried to write a poem today and it was like I completely forgot the English language. What happened to all the words? They left my head. And I'm like a fucking walking thesaurus. I guess that doesn't help when you can't think of the right word to begin with.

I think my cat wants to have babies. She's been carrying around a little Scooby...
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jayde__:
That generally happens to me when I try to write poetry. I just can't do it for some reason!

And camping when it's freezing definitely sounds like it sucked. I mean, geez... freezing in JUNE? Gah! shocked
lenore:
I <3 Crispin G.!!!!!
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Better today. For no other reason than I survived the day. Quite an accomplishment, you know. I'm currently procrastinating writing a Modern Poetry paper. Bad me. Someone needs a spanking... eeek Lord help me.

Boyfriend and I had a talk yesterday and something kinda hit me. We date because it's comfortable. Because we can be ourselves and the other one will forgive us. We get easy...
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freakpirate:
I love school sometimes. My assignments aren't all boring crap any more. Some of them are... but some of them involve Cthulhu now. tongue

freakpirate:
Please tell me you'll write a poem about porn for school. Please!!

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Annnnnd...cue the depression.

Seriously. I just can't take life anymore. Why do I get dealt all the bad cards? It fucking sucks. So basically, I had two good friends at school, Sarah and Eliza. This is excluding my boyfriend because, let's face it, he makes me more miserable than happy these days. And no offense, CGMRhino_1107, we just met and all.

Anyway. Sarah and...
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