Couldnt even do my challenge to myself.
Bummin hard. Broke up with my girl yesterday on her terms. Chemical dependancies are a hard thing to deal with as a supporting role in the relationship.
I don't try and be a tough guy and I always see the best in people. I know shes got it in her to turn her life around. This brilliant creative mind stifled and silenced by alcohol. I don't have a drinking problem but being that close to it and going to meetings to support someone and seeing how it affects other peoples lives is just so awakening.
When you get told "You dont know what its like to have this problem" I could only respond with "You dont know what its like to try and love someone who doesnt remember how she treats me after she forgets she has a problem."
Sometimes you wanna save the world but you cant save yourself.
/mopeyRant
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