Fairly uneventful vanilla weekend. The hospital was hectic, but hey that's all part of working with heart patients. The highlights of my weekend were phone calls and emails from my boy Sparky. He's my baby. Damn life is so effing confusing though. Like I wanna run right now to LA and just hold him forever but I have obligations here. God my life here is...
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jet_set_ready:
Stuck in a rut? Nothing worse. I'm thinking of doing something totally crazy like a parachute jump... If that doesn't excite me what will?!
pocketrocket:
+ 
= 
+ = I'm here without you baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind
I dream about you baby
dream about you all the time
Ehhhhh... yeah today is okay. It's fucking COLD as hell here in Jersey. And it's snowing like a banshee.... like quarter sized snowflakes, big fluffy ones. It's really pretty, I like it actually. December snow is pretty. It's fucking april snow I...
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but you're still on my lonely mind
I dream about you baby
dream about you all the time
Ehhhhh... yeah today is okay. It's fucking COLD as hell here in Jersey. And it's snowing like a banshee.... like quarter sized snowflakes, big fluffy ones. It's really pretty, I like it actually. December snow is pretty. It's fucking april snow I...
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nickt:
I've just seen your set on PSW.
Is there anything better than a lady with big hair and great underwear? No. So you rule.
Is there anything better than a lady with big hair and great underwear? No. So you rule.
pocketrocket:
what nict said!
I went out and got retarted last night at a nudie bar in NJ called Double D's... haha the only double D there was me lmao... we actually saw Brett Michaels band play last night. They were pretty good but it still kida made me laugh. So I'm nursing a hangover... hahah! I got in aroud 5 am... why the hell am I up? Well...
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pocketrocket:
you are so ..............
dejajeva:
Is ..................... good?
Well I LOVE you, Nursesugah.
Well I LOVE you, Nursesugah.
God now what. I don't understand why life has to be so confusing. It's like I think I have everything figured out in life and then BANG something smacks me right in the face... but it' beautiful and it makes me crazy... puts me into this state of emergency... how wonderful to be. And so I close my eyes and freefall into this ecstasy Im...
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pocketrocket:
To laugh often and much;
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;
To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded.
To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;
To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;
To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others;
To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;
To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.
This is to have succeeded.
I swear I felt you
That urgency hit me so hard
and I almost fell but somehow
you didn't let me
I close my eyes and I can see the
throb in my head like the
throb feel in my veins for you like the
throb I felt between my legs for you
but my heart
god damned it took over again
so it's not...
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That urgency hit me so hard
and I almost fell but somehow
you didn't let me
I close my eyes and I can see the
throb in my head like the
throb feel in my veins for you like the
throb I felt between my legs for you
but my heart
god damned it took over again
so it's not...
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pocketrocket:
we taste each others ecstasy.
[Edited on Dec 02, 2003 6:14PM]
[Edited on Dec 02, 2003 6:14PM]
pocketrocket:
please be here rstill! im at a net cafe an ts freeeiizng!
they dotn aim onthis machine!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they dotn aim onthis machine!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everything is good. The hospital has been crazy lately. One of the wierd things that always seems to happen is that right aroundthe holidays... especially he few days right after a major holiday (like thanksgiving)...is that sick people die. As an EMT I had more ambulance calls in the few days after Xmas than any other time. My own grandmother died 2 days before christmas...
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theamericanjesus:
School in Suffern?
I'm sorry.
What school?
I'm sorry.
What school?
nursesugar:
LMAO... SUNY Rockland.
Beautiful. Life never ceases to amaze me. We went out to one of our local wateringholes, and met up with friends. We hung for a while, had a few, and even got into an argument. But He was just lookig at me in that way again... like, you're the most beautiful girl on this big planet kinda look. We were all over each other again....
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pocketrocket:
your name is an apoptygma song. there likea depeche mode meets bass.
i like em', very fun to sweat too!
oh geez i just realised that your new here!
well welcome aboard!
hi ,how are you?
i like em', very fun to sweat too!
oh geez i just realised that your new here!
well welcome aboard!
hi ,how are you?
pocketrocket:
i am doing slightly well, weather has a strange power over my optimism. you can contact through email ..ie. contact on ppls profile...allow me to demistrate....walks over and.....
My journal. That's pretty cool. Well it'd be cooler if my keyboard didn't suck so much. SO Im in this great relationship.
But (and there's always a but)
I'm so confused. I really do love this guy, but LORD he's so damn vanilla. I'm a way oversexed girl. I love women. SOMETIMES think more than men. Men just don't get it sometimes. They either don't...
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But (and there's always a but)
I'm so confused. I really do love this guy, but LORD he's so damn vanilla. I'm a way oversexed girl. I love women. SOMETIMES think more than men. Men just don't get it sometimes. They either don't...
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skryche:
If he does turn down a threesome... it's a lost cause.
"NYSG"? SaintBrat doesn't know what he's talking about.
"NYSG"? SaintBrat doesn't know what he's talking about.
nursesugar:
actually.... it's not that he's turned down a threesome.... but 6 months ago we were drunken hot tubbing with our best friends, Christine and Jeff, and it kinda started turning into a group thing.... but he got all freaked out and said he couldn't do it. He said it was because they were our best friends ad he didn't want things to get wierd with them. When we go to the strip clubs, I always get lap dances and he's cool with that.... but I dunno. I hope he's not a lost cause. Cuz he's definately the greatest guy ever. But then there's this girl thing too, I really like girls alot.... I find myself thnking about them constantly, and I'll find any excuse to hang out with Chris and Jeff... Chris and I jokingly call each other our "girlfriend".... but reality is when we're all at the bar and Jeff and Jim are off playing pool somewhere we're all over each other... LMAO! Whoknows.
I happen to LOVE country music and that sounds like sooooooooooo much fun! Where is this place? You guys should take me along!
I happen to LOVE country music and that sounds like sooooooooooo much fun! Where is this place? You guys should take me along!