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I feel shakey and not quite myself today. Things get old when you aren't quite happy. I want to untie these knots in my stomach. I want to believe that someone cares. I hope that someday everything matters--life is not in vain.

I want to smile and be happy without fear.

blackeyed
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aandee:
Hey, cheer up!! You have SO much to be happy about!! Let me know if I can help! luv 'ya!
_v_:
nuria, you just made my night
thanks
you are a super person
i'm sure you are
wish i knew you knew you
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I ate deliciously greasy chinese for dinner tonight. Hot and sour soup makes me dizzy with glee. Okay, too much Christmas music.

So who's in the spirit?? Eh, me either. It's been dull and my present to my mother was broken during shipment so most of her stuff was ruined. Ahhh, and i'm too cheap to insure stuff. blackeyed

I've been having lesbian sex dreams like...
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zechariah:
I miss you. Take care of yourself and your beautiful name.

love
xoxo
Zechariah
aandee:
SWEET!
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So, now what?
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invinoveritas:
well its all about the northen AZ snowish scene and a show???? right i mean coffee and cloves??
gunterx:
no idea smile
but I can tell u... your puppies are cute smile
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It's late, or maybe early--three am and I can't sleep. I went to bed with my hair wet and it's fucking crazy now... curly and plastered to my head. Haha, how beautiful am I? I was reading this old journal I used to keep back when I was this really pissed off teenager. It was embarassing--I'm glad I didn't have the internet or live journal...
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pinup:
Well.

IgotinvitedtoneverlandIllbethereonthe20th.

eeek

Jenna
fox1:
take gum with you. or something else that you can chew on like sun flower seeds. but good for you. its a nasty habbit.
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I had this wierd dream last night where me and Justin Timberlake went shopping. He like loved my tall pointy boots so much that he bought a pair for himself. Then we held hands like school girls, laughing and skipping through the mall. Haha... Mr Jt now what you got for me?

Well, I say to hell with work and all the bullshit I'm dealing...
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gil:
man i can never remember my dreams for more than a few minuts all i know is that every once and a wile i wake up thinking to myself "self that would make a fucking rad movie"

smile surreal
mexicant:
Hmmm... Justin, pointy shoes and frolicking? Sounds like a good, if not odd, dream.

And I know the feeling concerning school. I've been studying every spare second I have lately, and I swear if I don't get a brake soon my head's gonna explode!

puke
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I just received a copy of the HBO thing today from Dannyboy and I have to say it was so cute. I can't believe how lucky these girls are to be a part of something so cool. While being a memeber is fun, I couldn't imagine how seriously awesome it would be to have so many girls looking out for you like family. And the...
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mexicant:
Hey there. I'm glad ou liked the SGHBO thing. And of course I sent it to you! I'm a man of my word. I was just kinda worried you wouldn't get it because of the address, but I'm glad it went through! tongue

And I noticed in the "Fav books" section you wrote you're reading CHE. Is that the one by Anderson? Because that, in my opinion, is the definitive Che Guevara biography.
solstice:
hi nuria!!!
finally, sg.italy group has been approved.
i'm waiting for you there!
bye kiss
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I had a sad few days, no details to tell but I think things are getting better.

I'm changing my hair again-dark, one color. Fuck being blonde, it's too much trouble.

xoxo

ps. So what you listening to today?

Me, Bleeding Through.
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solstice:
in english was something like "man of real hope is who can willingly wait for a fortcoming joy, even not knowing when is coming, or how big it will be"

need some lessons? smile just joking..
solstice:
hey nuria... if the sg staff will ever approve my sg.italy group, hope you're going to be one of us..
xoxo
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Say yay for the best of Tori album! love

It's been so long since I've listened to her, but growing up would have been painful without her.


Share-share-share... I want to know a little tale about every person who posts here. No exceptions... ah shit no ones going to post now. shocked bok
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aiki:
translation
are you really italian? where do you live?
i wanna know!!! oink
alisa:
re: sugar momma: are you offering??? because i would so be down to do the naughty with you in exchange for my bills getting paid. hell... i'd probably do it with you anyway confused

hmmm a little story about me: when i was little i took ballet for three whole years and was getting good at it. and i really loved it but i gave it up to play basketball for my catholic school team. just because all the girls said they wouldn't talk to me if didn't play. and you know what i only played for a season after that anyway. whatever i so should have stuck with ballet i would have been happier.

moral of the story: follow your heart not the crowd. your hearts desires are forever. the crowds can always and usually do change.

love ya and have a great weekend.
kiss
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My best friend from junior high, the girl that I used to get in fights with, smoke weed with, fucking be a motherfucking menace to society with, is graduating soon from Princeton.

It's amazing how that makes me feel like such a fucking idiot.


blackeyed smile
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stickyrice:
Yeah, but you might make her feel that way too. If not, maybe she should.
alisa:
it's understandable why you would feel that way. but you shouldn't let it get you down or let it make you doubt yourself. nothings worth that. and it'll only start a viscious cylce that you definitely don't want to start.

say fuck it all to that nonsense and get back to making your life that way you want it. that's not your path or you would be on it, right? so enjoy the path you're on now and work on future plans for different paths that you really want to take later on.

or something like that. whatever kiss
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It's hard to express sometimes but Eric is truely the greatest person I have ever known. Every morning I wake up thankful that we know eachother, grateful that we have been through so much yet managed to stay mature enough to work through everything. I feel so lucky to be able to spend everyday with my best friend, to watch him grow and change from...
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peter_minger:
That is soooo fucking sweet!!!
biggrin biggrin biggrin kiss biggrin biggrin biggrin
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i think i found someone like your eric too
it is a great feeling
i hope i have six years of getting to know her
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Hehe... Thanksgiving was rad. I drank too much wine, ate some really awesome food, and kicked some bitches ass at an intense game of Trivial Pursuit. So what went down on your thanksgiving?

On a different note, I've got to get my little boy clipped soon. He's starting to mark and it's making me want to throw him off a bridge.

Plans for this weekend:...
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miss_magenta:
have a great weekend sweetie.


kiss kiss
mexicant:
Heh. Yeah. Sorry about that. With all the posts in the Site Boards, I just figured that's where everyone got it. But I'm gonna have it up unitl around 5/6 today for you. Look under SG HBO in WMV or MPG format. I have it ready now, so happy dling! tongue

Edit-----

If you still have trouble dling it, just let me know. I'm gonna be on AIM around 5/6 so I can upload it to you from there. It'll just take a while. Or I could always mail you a copy on cd.

EL SUICIDO LOCO

[Edited on Nov 28, 2003 2:18PM]
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Get into your finest, eat some bird, drink the wine and enjoy your bounty. It's turkey day motherfuckers... enjoy.

Just stay away from that shit with the marshmallows. puke
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invinoveritas:
nothing like tap dancing for the family on top of eating them sweet potatos
_v_:
but the marshmellow stuff is the heat
emmmm