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my dad had a heartattack today.

they put a metal stint in his heart when i was in 6th grade because of some kind of calcium buildup.

it's cold outside tonight.
global warming missed the basket.

i have rekindled a hate passion this evening.
but before doing so i found myself at a church group gathering at some stranger's home (it was decorated really nicely) questioning if i did the right thing or not.

so somehow i ended up at this bible study thing with my boss aka stephen's dad.
i usually...
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I want to be the dos equis man when i grow up.

I have to be at work tommorrow morning, but I have a wish that needs wishin and meteor showers don't happen everyday.
When I was little and still living with my mom, my best friend Conner from next door would come over when it got dark and we'd lay in the grass eating...
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this song has been on repeat in my head since saturday nightish.




im still trying to process this weekend.


other stuff:








"I take a few steps and stop. I savour this total oblivion into which I have fallen. I am between two cities, one knows nothing of me, the other knows me no longer."

Catch-22: a set of rules, regulations or procedures, or situation which presents the illusion of choice while preventing any real choice