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Thursday Dec 08, 2011

Dec 8, 2011
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What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
God never puts anything in your path that you can't handle.
I just want to know how strong God expects me to be.
I can't keep breaking promises to myself.
I can't keep breaking promises I have with God.
A lot of people are born with an inability to step outside of themselves.
I don't want to be one of those people.
Or surround myself with anyone with that inability.
My heart and my head speak with the same voice, but in different tones.
For a long time, it has been hard to decipher the one from the other.
But I think I've memorized their respective tones.
For too long I've followed what my heart says, thinking it was my head speaking.
It's time to start listening to my head and allow it to guide my heart.

Sometimes I feel like I'm lost, wandering through a graveyard, blindfolded, during a new moon.
In this one, all of the graves are wide open, still unfilled.
There are bodies in most of all of them at this point.
Some of them whisper things I want to hear, others reach out with arms long enough tug at the hem of my jeans...
All of them want me to fall in to their grave.
Some just want company, others need the strength of my arms and the height of my shoulders to boost them out...
I'm just trying to make it to the gate in one piece.


My ex best friend Becky wrote an essay about me for AP english once after she took a bunch of cough medicine... I found it today and it made me lol pretty hard so I figured I should share it...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


Natilie Leight is a beautiful seventeen and 3 and a half month old specimen. She was born on December 27, 1988. She is beautiful not only externally, but also internally. Natilie has always had an interesting sense of style. She makes the most wonderful sounds you'll ever find yourself listening too. Natilie can tell a beautiful story of a sexy story. She is one of the most caring people that you will ever meet. The girl has flavor. If you ever see her walking down the street or driving by you in a car, she might even scream "Viva La Mexico!". She has wonderful dance moves and beautiful hair. Natilie Leight is one of those people you know you would turn lesbian for right when you see her.
When Natilie and I first met, it was very awkward. She seemed like one of the most shyest people I have ever met. Upon many clumsy conversations and weird pauses, we eventually came to talking. I realized when I began talking to her that if I were a man I would have already fucked her. No, this essay is not based on me being a lesbian, it's based on how much I love Natilie. Now in our first weeks of friendship, Natilie asked me for an odd favor. You see, I had just received my permit to drive. At that time, this young girl that I had just met asked me if I could possibly drive to a mental institution to pick up her father. Of course I thought she was crazy. I loved her craziness though, and of course i said yes. Natilie, my mother, Oliver, and I all hopped into my four seater toyota celica to drive to the mental institution. Or was Oliver there? I can't seem to remember. Anyways, so we brought her father home after a long day of jelly stealing and hopscotch. When we arrived back in Apple Valley, Natilie asked me over. She had the audacity to ask me over to her humble abode after I just waited 6 hours for her father to get out of the mental institution. It was beautiful. She is beautiful. Why haden't we boned you ask? Because I don't have a penis unfortunetly.
Look at Natilie's sexiness in the picture. She is a sexy beast inside and out. According to Deborah Fernandez she has a "porn star" vagina. This has to be sexy. I've never seen it myself but I can imagine a "porn star" vagina is pretty sexy. Natilie is also a glamour bitch. She shops at American Apparel, Tiffany's, Urban Outfitters, La Coste, she owns lamb shoes, expensive perfume, and sexy shirts. She normally smells outstanding. Her hair is in beautiful locks that cause her to appear as the most beautiful rasta-far-ean bitch I've ever seen. She has big pierced tits. Beautiful to look at. Although I don't look at them so much, I kind of have a thing about boobs that makes me not like them so much, but this isn't about be. One time we looke for a prom dress for fucking like 6 hours. She found the perfect one at the store I told her to go into from the beginning. She is definetly a picky glamour bitch. That is why she is beautiful externally.
Natilie loves to be involved in school events. She is in band, botany club, SOFT, and many other gay and lesbian clubs. She loves everyone. She is sexy. She likes nasty boys. Please have sex with Natilie if you're a hot boy. I'd appreciate it. kay thanks.


dkoc:
dkoc makes you stronger
Dec 8, 2011
lvl1boss:
Maka Albarn: "I'm going to become stronger!"
Dec 8, 2011

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