notraps_spiltoh

i am kinda tired of this whole losing people thing...
it's not really working out for me.

i really don't like people... but it doesn't negate this drive inside me to care for anything with a pulse...
it's not that i don't like people i guess... it's more of i don't like the things that people do...
sometimes i think life would be a lot simpler if i lived in a submarine at the bottom of the ocean by myself.
or in a tree house in the middle of forest somewhere where the forests don't contain lots of things that would be out to kill me.

sometimes i wish my mom was around so i could ask her seemingly pointless questions that i'll never know the answers to...

on a side note, i don't think i am ever going to take a final in a clear, calm state of mind.
it seems like some kind of shit has to pop off the night before any final exam.

"A situation in which a desired outcome or solution is impossible to attain because of a set of inherently illogical rules or conditions"