nothanx

This is why.


I washed him off my skin yesterday,
the scalding water burning away this weekend, but the feeling under my skin lingers.
It rolls underneath like water breaking against the coast, crashes, and then recedes to my fingertips.

It burns, sparkles, fades out, and I run my hands down my thighs;
I trace the black and blue marks I only noticed were there...
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I wish i could have transported all my lab equipment here to my current one. Maybe its the fact they are not taking care of the equipment right but...something has to be done. Anywho enough of that.

It only took about 2 weeks for me to get disgusted w/ WoW again so hopefully i will go home in the morning and delete that shit again....
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i've had one shoe on for like 10 mins.

Can you sleep as the sound hits your ears?
One at a time,
unspoken balance here
unabridged for so many years
That I should stare at recievers
To recieve her
Isn't fair

Don't worry, I'll catch you
Don't worry, I'll catch you
Don't ever worry

Your arms in mine,
Anytime,
I wouldn't trade anything
You're still my everything
To my surprise,
Before my eyes,
You...
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Will someone tell the hair that is melting off of my head to please stop.

Thanks

So today i live in Pittsburgh.

I NEVER thought i would say those words. Not that It is a terrible thought, it is just one of those...wtf....things ya know.

I have met a few people here already and have enjoyed myself thus far.

One day ends and a new one begins. As do all things.

Thank you to everyone who has supported me and wished...
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Borrowed



You got my number, you can make the call
Until then I wont bother you at all
I'd let you walk all over me again
But a smile is something I could not pretend
And every time I felt like this was wrong
You made me feel like I should tag along
Once or twice it would be nice to see you
Even if...
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Worried

Sleeping 2 hours at a time.




I dont want to die.

I wont stop. Giving it all

Drop to the floor. Too late.

Theres been a fall.

Red eats the blue.

The purple runs through.

10 trillion highways.

They give and they take.

Slowly decaying.

Living a lie.

We fight the fading.

Run in to me know.

Ive said before.

Yell in to my ear lolve.

Everything you know.

Ill give to you.

What you give...
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Fuck it. Get me out of here.