I'm just getting over a cold.
It's been warm as hell lately, and I get a cold.
Wimp that I am, I've been medicating myself and getting lots of rest.
Of course, the lots of rest part is pretty standard for me. The funny thing is that when I'm actually trying to get some rest, I get restless. Normally, I have to struggle to stay awake.
There are two SG events coming up that I'm thinking of going to.
One is on Canada Day (July 1), a picnic. I think that'd be a nice, casual way to spend a long weekend.
The other is something that actually takes place every week in Toronto. People from SG gather at a bar for karaoke. I don't do karaoke. But it sounds like they have fun. A couple of the people who at least sometimes go, I've already met. But I still get anxious at the idea of being with lots of new people at once.
They have it every Monday night, and it might be a nice way to meet some more people.
I have to confess that one person who's frequently at karaoke is someone I'd like to meet. I've refered to her in the past as being a crush. It's very odd, because I don't actually know her. Never met her. But for some dumb reason I always get tongue-tied when I try to say something to her here on SG. Someone wondered if it was because she's a Suicide Girl. Nope - I have no difficulty talking to other SG's. Just her. And I can't even say why - I have no idea. But even just with a few comments, I'm certain that I've made a fool of myself. I feel stupid, because it's based on virtually nothing. And if she attends karaoke the same night as I do, I worry that I'll either end up either making an ass of myself or saying almost nothing out of fear of making an ass of myself.
Of course, I realize that one easy way to rid myself of this awkward feeling is by actually talking to her, since I may find that I don't actually like her.
Am I the only person who ever feels like this? I mean other than 13-year-old girls. Do adults get crushes? At least crushes based on nothing?
It's been warm as hell lately, and I get a cold.
Wimp that I am, I've been medicating myself and getting lots of rest.
Of course, the lots of rest part is pretty standard for me. The funny thing is that when I'm actually trying to get some rest, I get restless. Normally, I have to struggle to stay awake.
There are two SG events coming up that I'm thinking of going to.
One is on Canada Day (July 1), a picnic. I think that'd be a nice, casual way to spend a long weekend.
The other is something that actually takes place every week in Toronto. People from SG gather at a bar for karaoke. I don't do karaoke. But it sounds like they have fun. A couple of the people who at least sometimes go, I've already met. But I still get anxious at the idea of being with lots of new people at once.
They have it every Monday night, and it might be a nice way to meet some more people.
I have to confess that one person who's frequently at karaoke is someone I'd like to meet. I've refered to her in the past as being a crush. It's very odd, because I don't actually know her. Never met her. But for some dumb reason I always get tongue-tied when I try to say something to her here on SG. Someone wondered if it was because she's a Suicide Girl. Nope - I have no difficulty talking to other SG's. Just her. And I can't even say why - I have no idea. But even just with a few comments, I'm certain that I've made a fool of myself. I feel stupid, because it's based on virtually nothing. And if she attends karaoke the same night as I do, I worry that I'll either end up either making an ass of myself or saying almost nothing out of fear of making an ass of myself.
Of course, I realize that one easy way to rid myself of this awkward feeling is by actually talking to her, since I may find that I don't actually like her.
Am I the only person who ever feels like this? I mean other than 13-year-old girls. Do adults get crushes? At least crushes based on nothing?
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I don't really have a specific subject I'm trying to get a degree in, though. I'm just taking classes that interest me.
I can eat, but not nearly enough. It's shitty, but I'm not starving or anything.
there is probably no such thing as normal, we are all individuals and function in different ways with the odd similarity.