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Holy crap!

It's been three and a half months since I posted something.

Sorry!!

Hopefully all of you still remember who I am. Not sure why I haven't posted anything. And not reading your blog entries. The worst part is that when I don't keep up with my friends' blogs is that I fall further and further behind. Then it starts to seem overwhelming to...
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Oops! I went through the whole month of August without posting anything.

I had hoped I would do better, but I haven't been feeling very socialable I guess. The medication change a couple months ago has helped, insomuch as I don't feel blah or affectless. Now I feel depressed. If nothing else, it's a familiar feeling.

It makes it hard to be friendly, if that...
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So.... I'm now 41 years old.

I'm tempted to say "Yikes!" But I don't really feel that way. Which is a great relief since some of you may recall that my last birthday was stressful mentally. Normally I barely notice my birthday, but last year was different. I felt very stressed by it.

So I'm glad that I'm back to not really caring.

I had...
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I got back from the gala a few hours ago. I'm very tired, but my brain won't stop until I write this entry.

And, as with other recent entries, it'll be shorter than past gala recaps.



It was nice being able to stay in downtown Toronto, near the gala, for a change. Didn't have to worry about traffic getting there.

One minor hiccup before going...
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Just wanted to update everyone about the Grade 9 math course I was taking.

(I talked about in my last entry. If you missed it, then you have to go read it. Seriously, by reading this, you've committed to going back and reading the previous entry ).

I was nervous as anything about writing the exam. It was one thing to do the homework with...
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Hey there!

Well, it's been awhile, as usual, since my last update.

Not a lot to report though. My mood is still blah. I wish I could tell you that I was feeling good, but at least I'm not feeling awful. Just blah.



I will let you in on a little secret though. A few years ago, I decided to take high school math again....
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Crap!

My last entry was more than two months ago.

Sorry to anyone looking at it recently and having to put up with a very out-of-date "Merry Christmas" message from me.

I'm not going to talk about myself too much this time. Suffice to say I still feel blah. If I had the money, I could try a couple new anti-depressants that have hit the...
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Remember me?

I know I've been away for a long time, but I'm amazed it's actually been more than 3 months since I've posted a blog entry. Yikes!

I'll be honest, I was feeling like crap. Very depressed. I'm feeling somewhat better, but mostly just really blah. Seriously, blah is a good word for it. I feel like I have almost no emotional ups or...
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Okay, well, it seems I haven't posted a blog entry for almost two months. That's a long time, even for me.

Not sure why I haven't posted anything. I guess I feel like I don't have much to say. Or maybe just not anything new or interesting.

I'm feeling okay. Not great, but not awful either. It's actually a strange feeling, sort of empty. Sort...
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I have to post an update for a few reasons. One, I need to stop looking at the previous entry. It's just very sad.

Thank you so much to everyone who left messages of condolence. I'm feeling okay now. For the first few days, I was numb I think. Just couldn't understand how it all happened so quickly.

I'm feeling okay now, but I still...
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