My little man is sick. No fun.
Arguing about stupid shit with people. Ridiculous.
Planning out my future. Stressful.
Realizing that I have no plans for this weekend. Blah.
Headaches, sinus pressure and too many emotions. Suck.
Walking for 2 hours with my sister. Relieving.
Laundry, cleaning, and cooking. Redundant.
My day summed up in a few words. Can't wait for a change, it just...
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Arguing about stupid shit with people. Ridiculous.
Planning out my future. Stressful.
Realizing that I have no plans for this weekend. Blah.
Headaches, sinus pressure and too many emotions. Suck.
Walking for 2 hours with my sister. Relieving.
Laundry, cleaning, and cooking. Redundant.
My day summed up in a few words. Can't wait for a change, it just...
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hollywood24:
well i am sorry for that hope july 15 is a better day for you
Every few weeks or months or just when I'm having a hard time, I like to reevaluate my current situation. I look at my hopes and dreams, my fears and wishes, my goals and just life in general. Some of the things stay the same, and sometimes they completely change from what my original plan was. It's a scary thing sometimes, knowing that what I...
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sameenvy:
Honey, as far as school goes, I know exactly where you are coming from. I know that it is hard but I also know that sometimes you don't realize how amazingly strong you really are. You can do absolutely anything that you put your mind to. I know you can. You would make a great teacher and the experiences that you have had in your life will make it very easy to connect with your students. I could totally see you being the teacher that everyone comes to with their problems even though you are not necessarily the school's social worker. (I also think that you would be a great social worker by the way but, I know how much you love to write.) I will say one thing about you going to school though, Ash. You need to do something with dance. I know that you have told me that you want to but I seriously think that it is something that you need to do. You would be great at it and dancing was such an incredibly good outlet for you. You can do anything that you set your mind to.
And when it comes to finding the right guy, don't ever settle. You have been fucked over by so many guys. Hopefully since you had that talk with a certain boy last night, things will get better. I want so badly for you to be happy. And truthfully, I do think that he could make you happy but the two of you need to fully let each other in. If you are not ready, then I can understand that but honey, you cannot keep putting up a wall. And after the talk that the two of you had last night and how you told me how happy and grateful you were that the two of you talked about things, I really think that he cares about you pretty immensely. It's just a matter of the two of you having walls up. And even if it doesn't end up that he is the right guy for you, I strongly think that it will be a helpful experience for you. Like you said, you haven't been in a committed relationship in a long time and it's about time that you let someone make you truly happy. Yes, you might get hurt again. But you also might learn more about yourself by putting yourself out there to someone other than Danny.
Either way sweetheart, you will be okay. I promise you.
I love you, Ash.
And when it comes to finding the right guy, don't ever settle. You have been fucked over by so many guys. Hopefully since you had that talk with a certain boy last night, things will get better. I want so badly for you to be happy. And truthfully, I do think that he could make you happy but the two of you need to fully let each other in. If you are not ready, then I can understand that but honey, you cannot keep putting up a wall. And after the talk that the two of you had last night and how you told me how happy and grateful you were that the two of you talked about things, I really think that he cares about you pretty immensely. It's just a matter of the two of you having walls up. And even if it doesn't end up that he is the right guy for you, I strongly think that it will be a helpful experience for you. Like you said, you haven't been in a committed relationship in a long time and it's about time that you let someone make you truly happy. Yes, you might get hurt again. But you also might learn more about yourself by putting yourself out there to someone other than Danny.
Either way sweetheart, you will be okay. I promise you.
I love you, Ash.
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.
Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world.
Six billion souls.
And sometimes -- all you need is...
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Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth.
Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world.
Six billion souls.
And sometimes -- all you need is...
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Why?
My blogs got messed up because I'm clearly incapable of using this site correctly, so read the blog posted previous to this.
Thanks :]
Thanks :]
Alphabet Killer: blah, it was a decent movie, definitely had the potential to be better. It drug on way to long.
Currently obsessed with the song "I ain't your boyfriend baby" by 3oh!3
This is 4th of July weekend, big deal. To me it is just another weekend of sitting at home and watching movies. Yes, it's true I have absolutely no life
Why the...
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Currently obsessed with the song "I ain't your boyfriend baby" by 3oh!3
This is 4th of July weekend, big deal. To me it is just another weekend of sitting at home and watching movies. Yes, it's true I have absolutely no life
Why the...
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This is why I love me some T Swift.
It has been a interesting night for sure.
I wonder how things are going to turn out, hopefully friendship doesn't get ruined in the process.
Excited for the concert Wednesday. It's been to long since I've had a night out, I need one.
I miss your face. Yes, I'm talking about you.
P.S. Incredibly hot in my room. Wished I lived alone so I could...
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I wonder how things are going to turn out, hopefully friendship doesn't get ruined in the process.
Excited for the concert Wednesday. It's been to long since I've had a night out, I need one.
I miss your face. Yes, I'm talking about you.
P.S. Incredibly hot in my room. Wished I lived alone so I could...
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sameenvy:
I love you <3
And here I am...
Always wanting more...
Always wanting more...
doontheloon:
always wanting more of what?
hmmm?
hmmm?
sameenvy:
More of me
Last night was a rough night for me. To calm my nerves I spent over an hour sitting on my son's bedroom floor watching him sleep. Watching him helped me retrieve the peace I was looking for. It's amazing to me how a two-year-old can completely change everything and put everything into perspective. To him everything is so easy in life. He doesn't understand the...
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Hello to a world of new things.
Hello unemployment
Hello attorney
Hello fees
Hello misdemeanor
Hello to the fuck up known as myself.
Goodbye to a great deal of things.
Goodbye trust
Goodbye job
Goodbye stability
Goodbye old life
Goodbye to the good opinions people had on me.
When you are stuck in such a desperate situation and have no one to turn to what...
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Hello unemployment
Hello attorney
Hello fees
Hello misdemeanor
Hello to the fuck up known as myself.
Goodbye to a great deal of things.
Goodbye trust
Goodbye job
Goodbye stability
Goodbye old life
Goodbye to the good opinions people had on me.
When you are stuck in such a desperate situation and have no one to turn to what...
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mutantbaby1:
I feel you on that one. Lately I've just given up on humanity. Sometimes I wish an asteroid would just hit this planet and put us all outta our misery. 
sameenvy:
i love you.
Today my world crashed and burned.
I have made some horrible mistakes in the past and they are catching up to me, I don't know if I can get past this.
I have made some horrible mistakes in the past and they are catching up to me, I don't know if I can get past this.
abfackeln:
Be strong and you can overcome anything!!! Be stubborn to get the things you want and deserve and they will come to you!!!