nonservium

i can't be there.

i have other commitments. job school intership. they're important, and not just to me. i'm not the kind to let other people down. myself... yes.

but it doesn't mean i don't want it.

YOU have the comfyist bed? Uh, I don't think so! Imagine.......
King size bed
King size feather bed atop it
500 thread count silk and cotton sheets
Down Duvet
Why is it empty?
I scare the boy away!!!!!!!
I don't have AOL!

i thought you liked addictive things

hey, that was a sweet apology.

i can hardly believe that came out of a boy!!!

sorry... i'm just not big on politics or arguing. i never feel informed enough, and i just don't see the point. thanks for not yellin.



(edited because i'm a bitch )

[Edited on May 12, 2003]

The prints came today!!! I LOVE THEM!!! thank you sooo much!! I AM going to frame them, and they are going on my wall. I have the perfect frames for them.

many, many kisses and thanks !! you are the best!!

[Edited on May 13, 2003]

I am VERY in touch with my masculine side. It ejaculates...

In Holland, they not only sell testing kits and there are a couple of people that you can call who will test for you, but there is a government agency that will test no questions asked. I think all the chemical shit is really bad, but people are going to do it regardless (I mean,duh, could it be more illegal?) and at least it is a responsible approach to making sure no one dies or is scarred for life.

i am ALL for DanceSafe. I had one of those pill testing kits a couple years ago, but the cops confiscated it when they searched my apartment and busted my roomate. not that i'd need it anymore anyway...

but yes, i do believe in pill testing. there is so much of the "bad" ingredients out there, and you never know what you're taking unless you have it checked out first. we used to look everything we got up on the internet first, and test it. fortuneately, we never came across anything bad, but people should always be cautious. that's very cool of you to volunteer!

I know the supernatural exists. And it isn't something that is a matter of rationale or intellectualism. 2 centuries ago, they didn't even know oxygen existed and the idea of microorganisms was science-fantasy. When the steam engine really looked like it could be a success as a form of transport, not just mechanical output, scientists of the day declared that we would all suffocate to death for the air rushing by us too fast at 50mph. They used to think the atom was the smallest building block of the universe, but THAT was split into something called quarks. The only reason we think a black hole exists and we spend so much effort LOOKING for them is because someone sat down and showed the possibility mathematically.

Science does not deny the possibility of multiple dimensions occupying the same space-time. Perhaps even INFINITE dimensions. That is more mind-boggling to me than the possibility of electromagnetic residues we call ghosts, which only people with a particular range of brain frequencies can pick up.

The supernatural isn't outside of your realm of thought, you are just allowing a certain way of viewing things to dominate your process of acceptance and dismissal. In the end science and magic really aren't that different. When the scientific community began getting deep into quantum physics and encountering bizzare behaviour, for example particles at relatively huge distances somehow interacting with one another with NO detectable energy exchanged between them that would provide proof of exchange of information. Sub-particle Telepathy? Or a particle disappearing in one space-time point and instantaneously appearing somewhere else and with every suggestion that it is the exact same particle, with the same spin, same velocity. Faster-than-Light travel? particle level teleportation? This sort of stuff was VERY mathematical as well as present in experiements. Maths being the most, if not THE most solid form of evidence. All things quantum got scientists very nervous because the line between science and magic became very, very blurred.

The best description of the human brain I heard was this. The brain is not a creative organ but a NEGATING organ. The brain CUTS DOWN the information streams we receive to a level where we won't be overwhelmed and be struck catatonic with stimuli. What if there were individuals born who had their filtration protocols different from the norm? All due to something very easily accepted by the scientific community as mutation. Or perhaps even as mundane as diet or drugs.

And here's a funny one I hadn't even realised they haven't figured out yet. If light is considered both a wave and a particle, then it's wave quality needs something to be a 'wave' in right? Sound waves require a level of gas or liquid or even solid. To a point the denser he better. Sound travels better in water than in air. Sound doesn't exist in space, in a vacuum, but light DOES. And when experiments (remember the interference pattern experiment from grade-school physics? a light bulb and a slate with two slits in it?) are done in space or a even a vacuum chamber here on Earth, the interference pattern still works. The intereference patterns depends on the wave quality of light for it's result. So....in a vacuum...what is light 'waving' through? No one knows...


[Edited on May 09, 2003]

grad school is hard too... but it's diffrent.

but i know what you mean about thinking about work at inopertune times. sometimes i feel like charging work by the hour for my dreams.

no

i need me some oral sex!

as dostoyevsky says, (much more elequantly than i'm about to), man never wants what's in his best interest...
i understand about the meds. i have been on and off for three years almost, though not for adhd... it sucks. but you know this.

Hey guy - goodluck with the rit. I actually did that for a lil while as i am sort of borderline ADD. It helped a bit, but didnt really seem neceesary in the long run. I'm sure you will get your handle on it - there are worse things eh?

Update:
I must suck or something cause both of the girls I called to see if they wanted to go to salsa called me back within 5 mins of each other to tell me they weren't feeling well. So no salsa for me last night- instead my roommates and I went to the Garage for some good ole fashioned billiards and beer drinking.

The beauty is that you can change them according to your whims, so do.

ps the motorcycle thing... restores my faith in humity. and makes me miss my bike.

I'm glad you're feeling better.. accidents happen, the best thing is to just accept and learn from them...

Art Walk sounds like fun, where is it, and why in god's name have I lived here almost two years and not gone?

I posted some pics of freckle in my 'my pix' section, you should check them out, 'cuz she's hot...

Namaste,

Glad you are feeling a bit better. Sounds like you bought some good stuff! I love asian collages.

I would be THRILLED if you would like to give me the prints. Thank you!

ps. Slap me....hard please....

I will slap you hard and then give you a hug or the other way around, but you have to return the favor