nonsense

i'm depressed. i can't figure out exactly why. my only guess is that i'm having some identity anxiety now that the band is really over. it's very "junior high", but i wonder if people will find me at all interesting now that that facet of my life is gone. i've always been such a nerd; and not even a "cool" nerd at that; and i hope that people won't think of me as just a one-sided person -- this brainy nerd that i've always been. i know, i know....very juvenile thoughts; but i can't help my feelings. i thought i'd be over these issues by now.