nonchalant

Despair has left the building.............................................................................ok maybe it lingers.......a bit.........in the corner.............Ok, wait, I just beat the shit out of it with a baseball bat, Ken Griffey model-he sucks now but hey , the bat's still a big wooden stick. ..................OH CRAP, the downstairs neighbors are knocking at the door........despair becomes fright.

Despair has taken over the body and mind, music tries to make it better but it just puts off the time and as the time passes more despair creeps in, I've taken to many knockout punches to the chin.
Someone needs to wake me up from this real life. I need a dream for not just the heart but the mind.
Bring me your dreams,...
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I'm gonna start a new series of Choose Your Own Adventure books based on the movie Battle Royale.

While hiding in the bushes you see a girl you have been crushing on about to kill a classmate, who once got you a weeks detention, with an axe.

If you try to stop her TURN TO PAGE 24.

Help her by holding the guy down TURN...
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There is now a Wendy's 4 blocks away from my place, Celebrate Good times come on.....celebrate.

I miss the days when girls would knock on my window late at night to talk about things that couldn't wait till the next day. Leading to other things that couldn't wait. I see this all the time on these teen shows like The OC. I guess now that...
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I believe in desperate acts. The kind that make me look stupid......... I never felt like this before. I say that every hour.

While everyone's depressed and broke, I get high off your sick jokes.

What's the furthest place from here? It hasn't been my day for a couple years. What's a couple more?

Sign me to a nice girl so she can ruin me...
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Power was out for over six hours yesterday. What to do with myself - tried to go out but guess what, Traffic all around was snarled because of non operational street lights. The rain caused people to be extra cautious and so it was a pissy day, had to buy candles because the blackout lasted into the night. Just ended up going to see City...
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11:45am - just getting up now, Listening to KXLU, they played this Ben Gibbard song that is a BJORK cover of Joga that was kinda mind blowing like the Gary Jules cover of Mad World. Ben is the guy involved with The Postal Service and Death Cab. he is supposed to have a full album or EP of Bjork covers.

And in other news -...
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To many GOOD thing to choose from today:
SGLA sushi gathering around 8

or
8-Bit w/ the Kids of Whitney High, Knitting Factory 9pm

or
The Like, and the Movies at Little Temple Bar

or
Bang Sugar Bang in downey(?)

The City Of God DVD got pushed back til fucking June, damn - I may have to go see it again in the theaters to get my fix, and since Killl Bill 2 didn't come out on time either - the movie selection has been shit this month.
Guess I'll be spending my pennies on beer and cheap rock bands.

Tonight - KISS OR KILL...
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5 disc changer 12:37am:
Further Seems Forever- The Moon Is Down
The Thrills - So Much For The City
For Squirrels - Example
Denali - The Instinct
Pretty Girls Make Graves

Tuesday - zen sushi - The Randies, Midway.
City of God DVD - get this!!!!!!

A movie slipped outta my hands tonight and almost fell all over the floor but I managed to save it. I tried to put it back all neat but some off it wasn't going back and I know the girl that works in the morning would have a fit if she had to deal with it so I stayed an extra hour and a half...
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