so today should be most interesting....every aguest the shitty little town I live on has a festavel in the middle of town...its kinda like a fair but without any rides...tones of good food I alwas look forward to it....well today is day 1 of said festavel...I plan on walking because my cars are broken...it will be really nice because I'm sure I'll get to see...
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heres a zombie qiuz...if you take it you can post your results in my comments
heres a zombie qiuz...if you take it you can post your results in my comments

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twistedone:
You are 60% likely to survive and 55% knowledgeable
I guess the answers of me going in guns blazing and taking out as much as i could wasn't too wise
I guess the answers of me going in guns blazing and taking out as much as i could wasn't too wise

lets seen whats new?? my boss is on vacation this week so we are all working in the shop unsupervised which makes for som mischef....apperently I upset a few of my new found firends because I wasn't calling enough or sending texts or something and now I'm not sure what to do because even though they say there not upset I can tell they are....been...
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well my last post is feather proff that when I have a momment of levity I must be punished....I was sapost to barrow my moms car so I could do things like get food for the house and spent sometime with friend because thats really what I need...instead my cell phone wouldn't ring because I never have reseption here so she blew me off...I was...
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end of my work week I got paid and have plans tonight....came home and spent almost 4 hours playing bass/drum which is the most I've done in like 2 years...its nice weather...I'm hoping today will be a good day....got spitful and downloaded a bunch of punk music but not like cool people punk like...don't really know how to put it....afi, the offspring, green day (old...
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twistedone:
AFI!!!!!
xevilxashleyx:
I wish I could sleep all the time, as that's just what I like to do when things are not-so-great. Which they happen to be right now.

wow life is truly a rollercoster...starts out avrage goes up the fun little climb then drops even futher then where you started from...throughing you side to side, turning you over so much you think your going to be sick..then a little lift and it slows down..(ie things getting better and hope) well it just went crashing even futher and I'm just praying for it to...
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complicity:
Thanks for your advice bout my Golf dude. I hope things get better for you soon man, sounds rough!
huckabee1:
Sux




I am so bord I'm going out of my fucking mind!!!! theres nothing ever to do...I hate it...I'm alwas awake between the hours of 4 pm and 7 am and theres no one to talk to from about midnight on....so I have nothing to do but watch the same movies I own over and over again or play the same video games I play over...
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huckabee1:
You got Xbox Live? If so, send a freind invite to YODINGO

lunakitty:
Me thinks you need to head out on the town and pick yourself up a fuck-buddy, my friend!


NEWS!!!! life just got a ton better...jodi and I managed to have a conversation after I realized I had to give an altamatem (sorry I know I can't spell) something I hate to do but I feel it had to be done...anyways we worked through some stuff and I hope this is the frist step to a friendship...its funny how a 2/3 hour conversation could...
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huckabee1:
Next time you see the Saran, punch it in the kidney
Works every time

curiosity:
Nah. When it comes to hope I just don't have any. This is what always happens...some guy ropes me into thinking just because we like different things and want different things out of our lives that we are still compatible and can still have a relationship. And surprise surprise, it never fucking works out.
I'm glad to hear you're doing well, though.
Curi.
I'm glad to hear you're doing well, though.
Curi.
I'm so tried of suffering....things seem to get worse everyday...its all just mounting up so much and I don't think I can take it anymore...I'm being pushed into a corner of pain, depression, and loanlyness that I think will last a life time....there is a LOT in my life no one knows about...infact sometimes it scary to think most people know me for someone I...
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xevilxashleyx:
Aww, it makes me sad that you feel like that. I know what you mean, though. Have you ever considered that no one can really care about you if they don't really know you?
If everyone knows you for something you're not, then stop pretending and just be whatever it is that you are. Life's much better that way.
If you'd like to talk, go for it. I'm good with this crap!
And about the job thing, eh, it wasn't really that abrupt. They've been talking about just dropping my entire department for a while now. It wasn't really a shock for me.
And...thank you!
If everyone knows you for something you're not, then stop pretending and just be whatever it is that you are. Life's much better that way.

If you'd like to talk, go for it. I'm good with this crap!
And about the job thing, eh, it wasn't really that abrupt. They've been talking about just dropping my entire department for a while now. It wasn't really a shock for me.
And...thank you!

huckabee1:
You ever thought about thearapy? My gal was in the same boat till she found out it was a chemical imbalance. Who knows? Either way, I hope you feel better soon

kinda event full weekend...tryed to stay active to ingnore my problems...watch a TON of movies....
thursday :I watched jay and silent bob strike back (seen it a million time + own it) also watched constantine (first time been waiting to watch it sence it came out...also got to watch it in a really bit thunder storm
made it much better)
friday: donny darkio (first time...for...
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thursday :I watched jay and silent bob strike back (seen it a million time + own it) also watched constantine (first time been waiting to watch it sence it came out...also got to watch it in a really bit thunder storm


friday: donny darkio (first time...for...
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lunakitty:
I second Reptilias opinion but, I do understand the tragedy of seeing a movie alone. There you are... watching friends and couples swarm in together and you're sitting in an empty row. It's not the watching of the movie by yourself that sucks. It's the pre and post when you feel like you have no friends simply 'cause you got ditched for one reason or anouther. So how did you like Donny Darko? That movie kicks ass!
reptilia:
Yeah, that sucks, but I hope it didn't totally ruin the show. They'll be in the same situation one day, wanting to see a show and realizing that it's not worth it to miss just because they can't find somebody else to go with 'em...
Whatever makes you happy: Good luck!