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Tuesday May 06, 2003

May 6, 2003
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My head's been a mess. I fuck myself over more than anyone else can hope to (and they try).

Back in the day, I got my then girlfriend Amee pregnant. She decided to abort it even though we found out at five months. The actual abortion was carried out at five and a half months. I suffered two nervous breakdowns directly from this and she was lost as my lover in the process. She is now preganat again years later, and I am unsure as how to feel. I am over what happened, but still bothered, and now it is being thrust in my face all over again.

I am poor at handling myself and none the better with others mxed into the equation.

Cheers.

Noise:
Why? "2nd String Mathmagician"
Reaching Quiet "She Ain't Gonna Call You Back (pt 1)"
Clouddead "Physics Of A Bi-Cycle"

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