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Monday Feb 10, 2003

Feb 9, 2003
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I still can't stand the user pic that represents me here, but I have been too ill to bother with a new one.
My moods have been far less than pleasant also, but I am hoping that is a side effect of my being sick.
The headaches are bad, but I have shed many tears lately and verge on a possible third nervous breakdown. I am by far my worst enemy. An enemy that always knows what you will do before you and counters quickly is not at all a winning situation.
The most tears fall when I watch M.A.S.H., drive nearly anywhere, and when I view my favorite movie Basquiat.
I am far too seperated right now to even feel silly over this whole mess.
I will bury my head into musical notes and make a nest on the floor of my next to never used bedroom and curl up fetal with my stuffed yellow duck and retire for four hours and fifteen minutes, and then begin again.
Goodnight all.

Song:Them featuring Van Morrison "It's All Over Now, Baby Blue"
jessica:
that's a neato piercing btw
Feb 9, 2003
jayne:
sometimes crying is so cleansing...i did a fair share of it last night. sometimes tears fall for no reason...or they are backed up for so long that the littlest thing can make them burst. i guess that is how it was for me. i push things away for so long, it eventually gets me in the end. you'll crawl out of it eventually.
xoxox
jayne
Feb 10, 2003

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