noisemx

Allo,
Here it is four thirty five in the morning and I am in a very aggressive mood.

The day itself was a waste, I woke at five and was up until ten in the morning when I had a horrible headache and layed down with the instructions left to wake me at noon so that I could pay my bills, take my sister to Half Price Books to sell her excess books, and also to meet up with my ex who I still adore and go to my sister's house so that she can see my new niece and give her presents.

Nobody woke me. I know people are scared to wake me because of fear of what I might do to them, but when I ask to be woken they should have nothing to fear except when they disappoint me (like today).

I did not get to take my sister to Half Price Books, I did not get my bills payed on time, and I didn't get see that special girl or her daughter. I was left to sleep until seven thirty when Amee called me to see if I wanted to go drinking with her and Jim for free (to make up for all the times I have payed for her and Jim).

I declined to go, but was later talked into it. I am paying for it now. I am quite angry. I had a great time at the bars and met up with some good people and even won a game of pool. I am now home though and my bad mood that I had before leaving for the bars has returned ten fold. I went to box in the garage but it was too loud for this hour and my dog and Amee's dog were barking. I had to stop. I did not come anywhere near close enough to working off the rage I feel right now.

I am just disappointed in everything. People betraying my trust and kindness. I drank quite a bit, more or even with Jim and Amee and I am no where near drunk and passed out as they are. Quite a let down.

There is just anger and there is nothing I am really able to do about it at this hour.

Cheers.

noise:
Brian Jonestown Massacre "(David Bowie I Love You) Since I Was Six"
Bob Dylan "Not Dark Yet"
Delusions "Downpour"