Today I finally layed down to bed at two thirty in the afternoon and slept peacefully (death like even) until twelve thirty a.m., i was quite impressed.
So, the other day I gave my ex her birthday presents early, and all she had to say was thanks. She said it in a very un-enthusiastic way that made me feel like shit. I spent two hundred dollars and a lot of time tracking down some of the items, wrapping them, and the etc that goes with gifts, and she didn't even so much as smile at any of them.
She made me feel like I was worth shit. An actual pile of shit not so much as to be glanced at. Why do I always end up so devoted to girls that treat me this way? It's quite annoying.
meh.
Cheers.
Noise:
End On End "Dancing Rabbit Is Dead"
Phobia "Rape Theft Murder"
Dystopia
So, the other day I gave my ex her birthday presents early, and all she had to say was thanks. She said it in a very un-enthusiastic way that made me feel like shit. I spent two hundred dollars and a lot of time tracking down some of the items, wrapping them, and the etc that goes with gifts, and she didn't even so much as smile at any of them.
She made me feel like I was worth shit. An actual pile of shit not so much as to be glanced at. Why do I always end up so devoted to girls that treat me this way? It's quite annoying.
meh.
Cheers.
Noise:
End On End "Dancing Rabbit Is Dead"
Phobia "Rape Theft Murder"
Dystopia
lucille:
Hey, I love ya. I will tell you that you are probably too nice to them or a real asshole. Well, since I don't know you, that is all I have to go by. So if you are too nice, remember that you deserve equal respect and consideration from the object of your affections. And if you are an asshole, then I guess a build up of resentment would be the poison that ails you, no?