noirin

woo i finally have a personal pic! i don't like that it's a suggestive one but today was the first time i used the 'curves' options on photoshop fairly subtly instead of like 'WHEEE let's totally fuck up the colours!' primarily because i was working in black and white admittedly but nevertheless i feel a sense of accomplishment. this photo sort of exemplifies it though i guess it kinda shows i still treat this fantastic software package like a much abused toy. muhahaha

this morning i let my bath run for those 20 seconds too long in which time the water froze. it's now early afternoon and i still haven't dressed or done anything really productive other than chat online to one of my old friends whose band are hanging out with papa roach and murderdolls and my sole motivation for chatting to him was to get back in his good books so he'd get Lady Muck some gigs sometime...how shallow i am. at least i'm aware of it which i suppose is something.

clare: have you had any thoughts? i decided to address you directly so you know i know you read this. even though you know i know etc et bloody cetera. one day i will spend a day by my window and tell you everything that i see and you will see a whole new me. i might just send you some naked pics of myself and then you'll see a whole new me too muhahhaa

today is the day.