nogodsnomanagers

bwahah! everything's getting a lot better, slowly but surely
it's good to be back with the special people i'm lucky enough to call friends here, though i miss the ones from home

went to a jungle juice party on saturday to bounce around to congo natty, 'twas sick
my band really should actually be getting started properly some time soon finally
i'm looking for a job; soul destroying
i'm festering in this relationship, but i don't know where else i'd go

the girl i'm living with is the most obliviously selfish careless person, and really sensitive with it so it's impossible to just put her in her place if she's being a cunt
my fault for moving in with her in the first place. damn me and my trying to fix people and it blowing up in my face when the job's just too big. i'm having a hard time being responsible for myself without being her mother and sticking up for her with everyone all the time. worst of all it just means we're not really friends anymore
so basically the whole situation is making me quite miserable

i didn't really want to update... see i have nothing fun to say, and am obviously having a sense of humour failure, but they've changed my page and there are yellow signs everwhere ordering me to UPDATE!! UPDATE!!
so maybe they'll go away and leave me in peace now

i hope you're all dandy, x