noelani

This is where your sanity gives in
and love begins
Never lose your grip
don't trip
don't fall
you'll lose it all

The sweetest way to die

It lies deep inside
you can not hide
it's the meanest fire..(Paralyzed, The Cardigans...been listening to them again lately)

Uh-Oh, new set being shot soon.

I'm nervous.

Oh, yeah, and this weekend was great. Though I wish I could remember parts of it. Lover, if you are reading this during your travels, you were right. I need to stop drinking. It's beginning to be a problem. I'm sorry for arguing with you about it before. I know and now realize how much it hurt you to see me so recklessly hurt myself. I also know that you were embarrassed, not of me, but for me. I know that you think that I'm a great person with an awesome personality and that I'm short changing myself and the people I meet when I'm drinking because they don't get to see the real me that you love. And if you aren't reading this, then I'm sure I'll tell you when I see you.

Ugh, back at work. Always hard after a long weekend. But, at least it means that I only have to be here for 4 days.

I've decided I want to go to design school, probably for interior design or furniture design. Any recommendations?

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Kisses