noelani

So, I didn't go out last night. I got home and really wasn't into going out. Better yet, I should say, I really didn't want to put anyone through having to hang out with me in the mood I was in. Plus the added fact that I looked like shite wasn't helping.

Why do things have to be so unnecisarrily (sp?) hard sometimes. You think everything is going fine and then Bam! someone comes along and tells you otherwise. I really don't have the energy anymore.

*sigh*

Anyhow, to appease the gods I'm am doing a complete overhaul of my apartment today. I've been busy and things haven't gotten done and I've been made to feel like a loser because of it. So I'm putting on the gloves and scrubbing everything today. Then I'm going to finish all of my projects. Obviously not today, but I'd like to have everything done by the end of April.

Does anyone have a car I could borrow or who wants to drive me around to go pick things up I need? Or better still, a truck. Come on, I know you want to.

*sigh* again. I have a feeling it's going to be one of those days. I need a drink.

Kisses