noelani

saw, came, and conquered the goth party. Much fun was had by all. I left fairly early though. I believe pics where taken so I will try and track them down.

I've been having this feeling lately that I'm not quite used to, it's called jealousy. Now anyone who knows me, knows how completely hyprocritical this makes me. But, well, I don't know...I'll get over it. My main thing I think I'm dealing with, is that I want to know who knocked me out of being first. I want to know what they look like and how they act, I'm just being insecure I know, but I really want to know. Sooo...everyone's job today is to tell me nice things to Validate me.
I didn't go out tonight, as planned. I know I'm never going to hear the end of it from some people. As they did offer me an almost irresistable offer of strawberry pie and breakfast in the morning. I know, I'm sorry, I suck and I'm just damn lazy.

i've noticed my journals have been so boring lately. Oh well.

I Feeling so empty

Kisses