I'm not going to be on the site as often anymore, for a little while. Actually, that's not true. I'll probably be here a lot, but I'm not going to be hanging out at the SGSF events as much. So I think anyway. If anyone just wants to grab dinner or watch a movie or something, y'all know how to get a hold... Read More
You Know what's wrong with you, miss whoever you are?
You're chicken. You got no guts
You're afraid to say, "ok, life's a fact."
People do fall in love
People do belong to each other, because that's the only thing chance anybody's got for real happiness.
You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing
You're terrified somebody's going to stick you in a cage.... Read More
if you are getting pierced, you aren't getting it done by paul? I got paid and I'm going to deposit that check, so if he's there, lets get those christinas.
I forgot I'm getting pierced today. Fuck yeah!!! After the emotional roller coaster of a week I've had, getting huge needles through my skin is a welcomed thought. Yes, and that was needles plural. I'm excited.
Nothing quite like going to meditation and talking about compassion and then being woken up by gunshots at 3am. Right across the street from me. For those who have been to my apartment know how close to the ground I am and how my bed is right next to window. Three cheers for potentially being in the direct path for stray bullets. Yay! I was... Read More
i understand the compassion thing, my heart would go out to so many people i saw suffering, and i would empathize the suffering myself. i also am interested in the stories behind the madness, and how that person got to where they are today, i.e. the bad childhood, mental problems, abuse, etc. but now i try just to watch, without "feeling" too much, instead, just simple observation and the realization the only power i have is within the realm of myself.
girl, you don't even know! we drove around for the longest freaking time looking for a parking spot. and then we get to it and it's gone! i was so bummed, you don't even know. it was one of the first things i said to mcqueen this morning.
Very lacky-lookey right now. No body knows what I'm talking about when I say that. But I don't care, pretty much because it's my way of saying I'm feeling lackadaisical and/or apathetic. Which would explain the reason I don't care that nobody knows what I'm talking about. It's been going on for a couple of days now. I've just been feeling drained, unenthusiastic, unsociable, and... Read More
Ack, slept horribly again last night. Suck. Ah well. I baked cookies and ate a lot of the dough and a lot of the cookies. It made me feel a little bit better. Then I drank a lot of the wine that was left from the party on sat. It's really not that bad. Pink boxed wine, who would've... Read More
...if the sun went out
i wouldn't mind too much
who needs the days to trouble to fill?
if the moon didn't rise
i wouldn't be upset
who needs moonshine to cause tears to spill?...
I want a vacation. I want to run far far away where there's no one there but me and time. Some palm trees and a nice beach would be nice... Read More
come steal me from portland. i'm ready for anther vacation already!! we will go and sit on a beach and drink yummy drinks and forget about all that pains us!! come on! lets doooo it!!!
Good morning! Interesting night last night. Much much more sober. Only 3 drinks (1big vodka rocks and 2 scotch rocks). Saw the rest of the show that I missed last night because I was too drunk. Jesus...gotta stop doing that. How many times do you here me say that? Anyhow, a bit wired at the end of the night so I popped... Read More
Wow, I'm kinda nervous about Sat. I've never had that many people in my house. I don't even know if I can fit that many people in my house. We'll all just have to squish. And I have no chairs really for people to sit in, so we'll all have to stand, sit on the floor or pile on the bed. I've actually never have... Read More
hi Jazzy. thanx for the comment. i think your the only one here that cares. you should come down here so i can finally put a face w/ the picture. ok..see ya
i really really miss you guys in SF.
Spicy tuna is the shit, though!