noctem

Okay, well today hasn't really gone much better, but at least I'm not dead. Yay for that, right? I did, however, manage to burn the shit out of my palm, and now have a staple-shaped brand on my hand. Really, I think I'm just being a whiny bitch. But I rarely get to be a whiny bitch, so I'm going for it. I'm supposed to be at Aikido right now, but I forgot to wash my gi, so fuck wearing it dirty. I'll just skip it I guess. You ever just get real kinda quiet and withdrawn on the outside, but inside you're screaming like a fucking animal??? That pretty much sums up my current state. But you know what? Fuck that. I'm done feeling like this. I'm going to do what I've gotta do and take care of shit. And I'm going to have a good night. And tomarrow's gonna be even better goddamnit. Done. Finished. The end. Late.....