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But in his play it was other people continually and without respite.

Hey I am taking a trip down to VA this month. I was wondering if you cool tell me of some cool spots to visit?

already been there. i'm done on that thread. thanks.

ooops, dbl post!

[Edited on Mar 28, 2005 9:17PM]

thank you

I hope you find your direction, soon...that's an awful feeling. I'm sending you good thoughts for what they are worth...

What I believe you may be feeling, my brother, is the unbearable lightness of being. The trappings of adulthood - e.g.- marriage, job, chldren, taxe - are heavy burdens, but they keep you from feeling like a tumble weed to be tussled about by any wind that might blow down the street. I suggest taking on some meaningful burden - a halfway house, a hospital for burned children, an orphan, a church - with which to weigh yourself down.

I understand the wanting to kill the neighbors thing... maybe you could just annoy the hell out of them, thats always fun

Glad to have you back.....please read my journal....I need help/advice/answers/whatever you can give!

"THEY BROUGHT THEIR FUCKIN' TOYS WITH 'EM!"

I think I come over here and yell that alot. Oh well. At least I aint quoting that turd Napoleon Dynamite...yes, I said it.

Hey, I'm moving you to 'bookmarks'. I still ♥ you. I'm just rearranging some stuff.

IM BACK!! I know this is late, but thanks for the Valentine!

thankyou!

I think it's great he went out on his own terms...but he had family visiting for crying out loud! A young grandson and everything. I don't know, I have mixed feelings.

Great. Now his family can wonder what they did wrong that made him not love them enough to want to stay alive. It's the cowards way out, and always despicable.

Oh, and the book I wanted to write the preface to is The Kingdom of Fear.... but by the time I got to work this afternoon, yeah, someone had checked out all 3 or 4 HST books that were in that section....

A girl I used to know met him in a bar in Aspen while driving across country to start Grad school. She stayed with him for years, and he dedicated a book to her. I'm told through mutual friends that his instability broke them up. I've never asked her about it, because it seems sort of sycophantic, and I'm more interested in her that I am in him. A violent death to top off a violent life. No surprise really.

do i need anything specail to throw a sgva party?

Well... wasted holiday weekend for me.. ah well. Not mad or anything; it just happens. Shame. Guess I should mix down CDs for re-sale, if I'm to move in a month. I hate spending weekends doing nothing... I like spending a single day doing nothing, but 2 or 3 days, less so.
I need to go rent a movie so I can get out- I can't stand not going out all day (that's the worst thing about when it snows... not that it's snowing today... I think... haven't checked the weather).
*checks weather*
snow/ rain/ fog-- ahh that's not so bad
I suppose I will either museum-go or record/CD-sell tomorrow... or both. Why do I write all this? I put this in your Journal to annoy you and generally irritate you (name that reference!!).
...actually, I realized I hadn't written in here much lately. Also, you emailed me MENCKEN! I put up a lil Mencken of my own. TOCH MY MENCKEN, LIEBEN MEIN MENCKEN !! (okay, thatreference is too easy)