Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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Holy fuckin'shit I want a boy. Well, I guess not bad enough that I'll get back on lava.

My legs don't want to hold me up today, but I feel like running.

6pm:
Yes!! My jury duty has been cancelled! biggrin
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bellensebastian:
ha. lava is fun
frontman:
yeah - sorry. its mostly because i'm in crunch weeks before finishing. im still at work - thats..um - 13.5 hours today.
[sigh]

anyway, the girl i met was great but im too tired and drained to sort things out with my complicated boy-feelings. the sensual attraction was amazing but i feel emotionally drained and kind of empty right now. i dont know how i can fill it up, but we'll see. i guess i still have a crush on her, but right now i dont feel like i want a gf. weird. oh well. i suppose its work or perhaps it's ex-gf hanging around.

in the meantime - lava is fun. match is funner.

over and out.

Tuesday Jan 27, 2004

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Warning: this is bound to be sad and metaphysical.

My grandma died yesterday. The thing is that I kinda new it was coming; two family members wrote the day before to tell me how things were getting. And so I decided to send her a postcard. I went through my small collection and found a couple from germany and SF that I thought she might...
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jonas:
sorry about your grandma. come out to ink on thursday and i'll buy you a drink. i'm partial to cosmopolitans lately. or patron silver tequila with a guiness back. geesh. that sounds good... might have to stop by the pub on the way home.

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zerogirl:
oh, sadness...sorry to hear about your grandmother. you have done something special, and your father was right, your grandmother will hear it, and she will be near, always.
feel better, babydoll.

jury duty is hell. maybe you will get lucky and they won't keep you. wink

Monday Jan 26, 2004

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Just talked to my father. My grandma died today.
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cineman:
Sorry to hear of your loss... frown

Best to you and your family.

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frontman:
oh, a - so sorry to hear that.

take care of you, okay?

c.

Saturday Jan 24, 2004

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I got my 'too big for me, holey' jeans on, and my 'haven't worn in public in two years' vans on. I'm gonna go work in the front flower beds. smile What a weird and productive saturday this is going to be. confused I think I may just do that stuff I've been thinking about doing for like a month. Craziness!

Update (2:42). I have successfully warded...
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anticus:
The Sunday list is more of a the wish variety than to-do variety. I realized exactly none of them. Besides, I was waiting for you to join me. wink
wes11b10:
I'll have to meet you guys there. 31 Dec 04!

Friday Jan 23, 2004

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Ack! I am going crazy sitting here at the computer today. We have a grant due and I have a deadline for my part (which is WAY too big, bytheway). The only thing keeping me (kinda) sane is SG. Switching between figures and references and the grant I sometimes restore my SG window and take a minute to see what's new. Shit! It's almost 3!...
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wes11b10:
I've reached the end of my short-ass tether. I am starting to see things. Scary things. I want to go to sleep and dream of the West Coast. You are brilliant. You'll be out tomorrow, right? Send me something yummy!
atrasties:
Thanks for stopping by and the compliment, the skull is better as well thanks, methinks the brain wants to stay a while longer.

Eeeeeewwww, I hate doing grant proposals, so much work for someone to look at for 5 mins and throw in a pile. blackeyed

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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I went to the store on my way home from work and bought: 6 avocados, 6-pack of black butte porter (I forgot to put that one on my list; it's pretty high up there), 6-pack of gordon biersch marzen, and some olive bread (mmmm, olive bread!). Shoulda put the bread in the back seat on the drive home, though, cause I couldn't stop snacking on...
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obd:
The ocean's still here, definitely worth the field trip.

I need to get back to the mountains at some point.
Avacodos, beer and olive bread... mmmmmm...

ooo aaa
anticus:
As re: to your entry into my journal -- so glad to hear you're not interested in getting in the biz. You score many points in my book!! Finish the rest of the beers tonight and then make another entry!!!!

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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Wrote this very slowly in a lackofsleep-induced delirium one night while laying in bed with too many thoughts. Didn't think at the time that the lines went together or that it even made any sense. Remembered it in the morning and wrote it down.

Dont look for knives in the wrong places.
Keep all your cards on the table.
Take only a single step.
Breath...
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frontman:
wow. you are definitely in rough shape. i'll sort you out [nodding wisely]
anticus:
To be able to remember stuff the next morning. If I don't write something down immediately, ZIP - it's outta there!

Tuesday Jan 20, 2004

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I am having a lack of words today, but I'm sick of that damn tetris graphic. surreal
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frontman:
i have sent you a note via email. over and out.
it will take a while before the stuff completly gets uploaded. but you can start looking in the next 20 or so.
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laine666:
sounds lovely...

Sunday Jan 18, 2004

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Err, I want so badly today. Must be the long weekend. Gotta get myself out of the house. Think I'll go out and look for a couple things. I'm trying on a new style for size, and I need more stuff. Gonna go back to that thrift store tomorrow. They're having a half-price sale and I saw a super nintendo for $20! I think...
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wes11b10:
Why does ya gotta do this to me?!? Yow! I heart the new pics. I'm going to have weird dreams tonight now...

No, my speech was ignominious and I couldn't even get to the point of imagining everyone naked. I wasn't nearly as prepped as I should have been. That was my intent though (this is what I'm telling myself) - I can only rocket skyward and impress my prof with my miraculous improvement!

Yeah, that's it...
iload2:
Pescadero...

Breakfast there often

Saturday Jan 17, 2004

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I'm the type of girl that will hate something, hate something, hate something, and then love it. Happens all the time. A friend of mine laughs at me all the time whenever I use the words love or hate (hate is not in her vocabulary), because I either used to hate it, or I'm gonna love it. Yup. Just takes some getting used to. Mostly...
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stooooopid:
you're born the day after me smile

i like your hair, it's gorgeous :-D

oh oh oh! i'm vegan!! you're the coolest

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obd:
I found SG the day I got laid off [ad featuring Nala on Salon or Slate I think]. Clicked the button and I've been here ever since.

Will eat anything at last once, sometimes twice (if I don't like it) just to make sure. oink I do the love/hate thing too, mostly with cars & buildings...
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