Can I just say that sex is good?!! But, dammit, I want so much more than sex - or do I? Maybe if my car wasn't so mad at me I would try a little harder (Just another $400 and she should be back on the road). Maybe not. Why is spending time by myself, holed up in my room, exactly what I want these days? Maybe it's the winter. Maybe it's coming home from my family. Maybe it's the way I've always been. Yeah, I think mostly that last one.
I feel like writing. Ya know that bullshit me-me-me stuff that you gush out when you're feeling introspective. Perhaps I could get myself focused on something new and worthwhile and productive. And where exactly could I find something like that? I am feeling all too self-serving these days, like I really don't give myself to anything other than to myself. Could be post-christmas sentimentality, after recieving way too many presents and spending way too much money on things that don't really matter. Get some things (friends, activities, etc..) that really matter; that will be my New Year's resolution.
**Happy New Year's**
I feel like writing. Ya know that bullshit me-me-me stuff that you gush out when you're feeling introspective. Perhaps I could get myself focused on something new and worthwhile and productive. And where exactly could I find something like that? I am feeling all too self-serving these days, like I really don't give myself to anything other than to myself. Could be post-christmas sentimentality, after recieving way too many presents and spending way too much money on things that don't really matter. Get some things (friends, activities, etc..) that really matter; that will be my New Year's resolution.
**Happy New Year's**
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ha ha i wish i could look at naked girls at work, it would make my day go much faster!