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/ Finally I bought a flight home. I decided to stay until tuesday, and why not. Might as well make it a good visit with the fam. How can the boss argue with that? And I have been a good employee this whole week! So to the snow and family and sadness I go. Even if she is gone, and there is nothing to be done...
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frontman:
tell you? what i'm thinking?
wow. you took me up on it.
well, it involves icing, but more importantly the path to icing and the time it takes to get there...
kissing - definitely. lots of kissing.
i like necks and shoulders and dragging my lips across the skin lightly while biting here - there - and .. there.
there are moments when the exhiliration and sensation is so intense and you just have to wait - and breathe - and feel the warmth of the other person against you before you proceed. do you like biting?
more? still laughing? ;-)
wow. you took me up on it.
well, it involves icing, but more importantly the path to icing and the time it takes to get there...
kissing - definitely. lots of kissing.
i like necks and shoulders and dragging my lips across the skin lightly while biting here - there - and .. there.
there are moments when the exhiliration and sensation is so intense and you just have to wait - and breathe - and feel the warmth of the other person against you before you proceed. do you like biting?
more? still laughing? ;-)
frontman:
more it is.
there are these places that i would fall in love with for a moment and long to kiss..and bite. a little. or a lot - depending on how much you like that.
the underside of your breast - the subtle curve in your waist above your hips - all of those plaes and more.. i would love to drag my lips and kiss your hips just above the line of your new purchase in that photograph. i could spend hours lost in those areas..
and i would tell you. i like to talk.
more?
there are these places that i would fall in love with for a moment and long to kiss..and bite. a little. or a lot - depending on how much you like that.
the underside of your breast - the subtle curve in your waist above your hips - all of those plaes and more.. i would love to drag my lips and kiss your hips just above the line of your new purchase in that photograph. i could spend hours lost in those areas..
and i would tell you. i like to talk.
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Dude, I am really starting to hate my car. Even more so, I hate taking it to mechanics and having to fight and argue and feeling like I am always screwed. In the last month I've spent about $1000 on it (I first wrote $850, but I forgot about the new breaks). I know that's not really SO much, but, dammit, it's a lot to...
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eyesplice:
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obd:
See? Easy.
[Edited on Jan 29, 2004 10:59PM]
[Edited on Jan 29, 2004 10:59PM]
Holy fuckin'shit I want a boy. Well, I guess not bad enough that I'll get back on lava.
My legs don't want to hold me up today, but I feel like running.
6pm:
Yes!! My jury duty has been cancelled!
My legs don't want to hold me up today, but I feel like running.
6pm:
Yes!! My jury duty has been cancelled!
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bellensebastian:
ha. lava is fun
frontman:
yeah - sorry. its mostly because i'm in crunch weeks before finishing. im still at work - thats..um - 13.5 hours today.
[sigh]
anyway, the girl i met was great but im too tired and drained to sort things out with my complicated boy-feelings. the sensual attraction was amazing but i feel emotionally drained and kind of empty right now. i dont know how i can fill it up, but we'll see. i guess i still have a crush on her, but right now i dont feel like i want a gf. weird. oh well. i suppose its work or perhaps it's ex-gf hanging around.
in the meantime - lava is fun. match is funner.
over and out.
[sigh]
anyway, the girl i met was great but im too tired and drained to sort things out with my complicated boy-feelings. the sensual attraction was amazing but i feel emotionally drained and kind of empty right now. i dont know how i can fill it up, but we'll see. i guess i still have a crush on her, but right now i dont feel like i want a gf. weird. oh well. i suppose its work or perhaps it's ex-gf hanging around.
in the meantime - lava is fun. match is funner.
over and out.
Warning: this is bound to be sad and metaphysical.
My grandma died yesterday. The thing is that I kinda new it was coming; two family members wrote the day before to tell me how things were getting. And so I decided to send her a postcard. I went through my small collection and found a couple from germany and SF that I thought she might...
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My grandma died yesterday. The thing is that I kinda new it was coming; two family members wrote the day before to tell me how things were getting. And so I decided to send her a postcard. I went through my small collection and found a couple from germany and SF that I thought she might...
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jonas:
sorry about your grandma. come out to ink on thursday and i'll buy you a drink. i'm partial to cosmopolitans lately. or patron silver tequila with a guiness back. geesh. that sounds good... might have to stop by the pub on the way home.
zerogirl:
oh, sadness...sorry to hear about your grandmother. you have done something special, and your father was right, your grandmother will hear it, and she will be near, always.
feel better, babydoll.
jury duty is hell. maybe you will get lucky and they won't keep you.
feel better, babydoll.
jury duty is hell. maybe you will get lucky and they won't keep you.
Just talked to my father. My grandma died today.
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cineman:
Sorry to hear of your loss...
Best to you and your family.
[Edited on Jan 27, 2004 1:21AM]
Best to you and your family.
[Edited on Jan 27, 2004 1:21AM]
frontman:
oh, a - so sorry to hear that.
take care of you, okay?
c.
take care of you, okay?
c.
I got my 'too big for me, holey' jeans on, and my 'haven't worn in public in two years' vans on. I'm gonna go work in the front flower beds. What a weird and productive saturday this is going to be. 
I think I may just do that stuff I've been thinking about doing for like a month. Craziness!
Update (2:42). I have successfully warded...
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What a weird and productive saturday this is going to be. I think I may just do that stuff I've been thinking about doing for like a month. Craziness!
Update (2:42). I have successfully warded...
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anticus:
The Sunday list is more of a the wish variety than to-do variety. I realized exactly none of them. Besides, I was waiting for you to join me.
wes11b10:
I'll have to meet you guys there. 31 Dec 04!
Ack! I am going crazy sitting here at the computer today. We have a grant due and I have a deadline for my part (which is WAY too big, bytheway). The only thing keeping me (kinda) sane is SG. Switching between figures and references and the grant I sometimes restore my SG window and take a minute to see what's new. Shit! It's almost 3!...
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wes11b10:
I've reached the end of my short-ass tether. I am starting to see things. Scary things. I want to go to sleep and dream of the West Coast. You are brilliant. You'll be out tomorrow, right? Send me something yummy!
atrasties:
Thanks for stopping by and the compliment, the skull is better as well thanks, methinks the brain wants to stay a while longer.
Eeeeeewwww, I hate doing grant proposals, so much work for someone to look at for 5 mins and throw in a pile.
Eeeeeewwww, I hate doing grant proposals, so much work for someone to look at for 5 mins and throw in a pile.
I went to the store on my way home from work and bought: 6 avocados, 6-pack of black butte porter (I forgot to put that one on my list; it's pretty high up there), 6-pack of gordon biersch marzen, and some olive bread (mmmm, olive bread!). Shoulda put the bread in the back seat on the drive home, though, cause I couldn't stop snacking on...
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obd:
The ocean's still here, definitely worth the field trip.
I need to get back to the mountains at some point.
Avacodos, beer and olive bread... mmmmmm...
I need to get back to the mountains at some point.
Avacodos, beer and olive bread... mmmmmm...
anticus:
As re: to your entry into my journal -- so glad to hear you're not interested in getting in the biz. You score many points in my book!! Finish the rest of the beers tonight and then make another entry!!!!
Wrote this very slowly in a lackofsleep-induced delirium one night while laying in bed with too many thoughts. Didn't think at the time that the lines went together or that it even made any sense. Remembered it in the morning and wrote it down.
Dont look for knives in the wrong places.
Keep all your cards on the table.
Take only a single step.
Breath...
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Dont look for knives in the wrong places.
Keep all your cards on the table.
Take only a single step.
Breath...
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frontman:
wow. you are definitely in rough shape. i'll sort you out [nodding wisely]
anticus:
To be able to remember stuff the next morning. If I don't write something down immediately, ZIP - it's outta there!
I am having a lack of words today, but I'm sick of that damn tetris graphic. 
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frontman:
i have sent you a note via email. over and out.
it will take a while before the stuff completly gets uploaded. but you can start looking in the next 20 or so.
f
it will take a while before the stuff completly gets uploaded. but you can start looking in the next 20 or so.
f
laine666:
sounds lovely...
Err, I want so badly today. Must be the long weekend. Gotta get myself out of the house. Think I'll go out and look for a couple things. I'm trying on a new style for size, and I need more stuff. Gonna go back to that thrift store tomorrow. They're having a half-price sale and I saw a super nintendo for $20! I think...
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wes11b10:
Why does ya gotta do this to me?!? Yow! I heart the new pics. I'm going to have weird dreams tonight now...
No, my speech was ignominious and I couldn't even get to the point of imagining everyone naked. I wasn't nearly as prepped as I should have been. That was my intent though (this is what I'm telling myself) - I can only rocket skyward and impress my prof with my miraculous improvement!
Yeah, that's it...
No, my speech was ignominious and I couldn't even get to the point of imagining everyone naked. I wasn't nearly as prepped as I should have been. That was my intent though (this is what I'm telling myself) - I can only rocket skyward and impress my prof with my miraculous improvement!
Yeah, that's it...
iload2:
Pescadero...
Breakfast there often
Breakfast there often
contact when you can, and take care of yourself.
xo
c
of course i can apparently sleep anywhere, so not all enjoy it as much as i.
my day is pretty swamped - we are weeks away from finishing this movie..then i can relax a bit. i might even have to take a holiday or something. who knows. well, its not likely but i can dream. i'm still on this other 'other' project.